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Friday, December 30, 2011

Celebrating the New Year

Hello Fast Life family,

It's the end of the year and so many have resolutions that they want to fulfill in the year to come. Whatever you want stick to it and over achieve what you want to accomplish. We want to blame others for our failures but in reality it's not anyone else's fault but our own. Live and learn from the mistakes that you made this year and grow for the years to come.

This year has been a great year and our family is growing all around the world. I can't thank you enough for supporting me throughout this year and spreading the word about Livin the Fast Life. Some people said that I couldn't do it but I went over and beyond my own expectations. Failure is not an option for me, especially when it is something that I am so very passionate about.

Each and everyday you allow me to come into your home and share my story with you. I appreciate all the support that you have given me. Thank you for allowing me to come into your home and share my story with you.  I can't thank you enough. Thank you for supporting me when I really wanted to give up. There is so much competition out there and I was allowing it to get to me; but you the Fast Life family showed me so much love and support this year and showed me that I do have a voice and people are listening. We will continue to grow as a family and I will continue sharing great stories with you, my family.

In 2012 The UnMarritable will be in your stores and available for your Kindle and Nook. Make sure you be looking for it. I will keep you posted on the Release Dates. You will also get the chance to see me in your city or a city near you signing my new book The UnMarritable and Livin the Fast Life. If you would like to see me in your city please let me know. I would love to meet all the members of the Fast Life family. I am excited about the New Year and I hope that you are too. Thank you for all your support. I wish you all much success, peace and love in the New Year.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

What is too much?

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope that everyone had a great Christmas. It's almost the end of the year and the beginning of a new year. I could talk about Livin the Fast Life for the rest of the week but I don't want to do that. For the remaining of the week I want to know what your views are. Please feel free to post your views and comments. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Trendy Topic of the Day:   What is too much?


I love to hear what the readers think about the authors work. I have noticed that a lot of readers say there is way too much sex in Urban books. How do you feel about this statement?

Readers feel that there is way too much cussing in the books today? In the books that you read or have read do you feel like there is too much cussing and why?

In Urban and street lit readers have said that all the characters are alike in every book. In this genre of book do you feel like all the characters are starting to be the same?

I have also seen readers complaining about all the sex on the cover of the books. Do you feel like there is too much sex on the cover of the book? Would you choose to read a book with or without sex on the cover?

Many people say that Authors are all about selling their books. Do you think that authors would rather sell their book then network with their readers? Why do you feel this way?

Being an author I am always trying to be better and the views of my family matter to me. I feel like I would rather perfect my craft and produce great stories then trying to get rich quick. I want to make sure that you love every book that I put out and you notice that I only get better as each book I put out. I want to perfect my craft and get to know my family no matter how big or how small I am.

Thank you for supporting me and allowing me to come in your home each and every day. Your views are important to me and I want to hear what you think. Make sure that you share this post with your friends and family. It is never to late to join the Fast Life family and I welcome all. Here you can share your views and not be judged. Everyone has a view and a dream and I support everyone.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

The beginning of a new life

Hello Fast Life family,

I am so busy working on the second book of the Fast Life Chronicles series and I want to give you a little taste of what you should expect.  For the next few days I will be giving you the first chapter of my new book The UnMarritable. Please be looking for it. It will be released in March. Thank you for all your support and please feel free to post your comments and share your views. Thank you for your participation and constant support. Please enjoy the first chapter of The UnMarritable.

The UnMarritable: The beginning of a new life



It's every girls dream to be married at least once in her lifetime. To live the Cinderella fantasy. I always thought that I would be the first one married, before my brothers and sisters and most of my cousins but unfortunately life had something else in store for me.

Friday night and I'm getting dressed, getting ready to go to the hottest party in town. It's a black and white ball and I have been invited. This is the ball where the who's who will be attending. Part of me wants to stay home and have a girls night out, but I have to go to this ball and pretend that I am into it because this is the time for me to promote myself and my upcoming projects. The worst part of it all is that I have to attend this event alone. Hopefully I will meet someone while I'm there and if I don't, lord please don't make this event longer than I can handle.

I turn on the radio to see what's playing and find a station that is playing the quiet storm. Continuing to go through all the stations to see if there is anything else that can compete with the quiet storm. I don't find anything else on and I go back to the previous station. When I get back to the station I can here the sound of Luther and now I am ready to go take a nice hot bubble bath. As I'm soaking I can vaguely hear the phone ringing. I think to myself, I can get out the tub and see who it is, or I can lay here and enjoy the calming sound of the music playing in the background while the hot water gently hits up against my skin. At this moment I just want to relax and enjoy my serenity and who ever it is can leave a message.

After relaxing in the tub for an hour I get out and dry off. While drying off I hear the doorbell ring. I know that I am not expecting to have any company until tomorrow. All of a sudden someone is starting to ring my doorbell off the hook and it is driving me crazy. I slip on my robe and run down the stairs to see who it is. I look out and see that it is Calvin.  I open the door and ask Calvin “What are you doing here? I wasn't expecting you until tomorrow.” “I come to take you to the ball, I'm your knight and shining armor,” he reply. I laugh and say “when my knight and shining armor come around, I will know it and he will not look like you.” Calvin don't like my response and I don't care if he does or not. I am determined not to mess my night up with this nonsense. “Calvin, you have to go. I can't go to the ball with you. I am going by myself and you can leave now.” I say. “Woman don't play with me I'm taking you to this ball and that's that,” he reply. I realize that it doesn't matter what I am saying, he is not going to go anywhere.

Not in the mood to argue, I let him in and go upstairs and finish getting dressed. While I am getting dressed Calvin is downstairs fixing us some drinks. I walk downstairs and I notice Calvin staring at the pictures on the mantle. “Why haven't you been married?” He ask. I don't want to get into this right now, but I know that he is not going to let this go. Instead of getting into a long drawn out discussion I give him my generic answer. “ Maybe marriage just isn't for me,” I reply. He looks at me with this crazy look and shakes his head and let's it go. The doorbell rings as we are finishing our drinks. It's the limo driver coming to take us to the ball.

Arriving at the ball is more than I ever imagined it to be. This is absolutely beautiful, but I really wish that I was by myself or at least with someone other than Calvin. Calvin is a nice guy but he can be annoying as hell and he has this way of getting on my last nerves. When we get in the ball I really hope that he goes his way and I will go mine. I don't want anyone thinking that we are a couple. I know that Calvin likes me but he has never got up enough guts to really come at me, because he knows that we will only remain as friends. Every now and then he will try to act like he's my boyfriend but only when it's convenient for him. When he feels like someone is trying to get at me that's when he wants to act like we are together but when he sees someone that he wants to holler at then we are business partners. Still no matter what, at the end of the day we will only be friends.



Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post our comments. You can mark if you find this discussion interesting, funny, or cool. This is the beginning of the first chapter of my new book The UnMarritable. Your views are very important. Please take time to answer the following questions. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What are your views of the opening of the new book?
Do you feel like it ties in with the first book Livin the fast life? Why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Friday, December 16, 2011

Thank you

Hello Fast Life family,

As you know I like to do things different on my page. I like to keep things hot and let you know that yes I may be an author but I am more than just an author. I am a friend, a sister, a daughter, a auntie, a queen, a woman, a writer, a motivator, a go getter, I am a ordinary person.

People ask me all the time what makes me so different than the rest and honestly I have to say nothing. I am no better than anyone else but I stay humble and true to myself. I can make this blog all about my book but this is more than just a book site to me. This is a place where you are allowed to be yourself and speak your mind and know that someone out there is listening to you.

Every day I welcome you into my world and allow you to get to know me as the person that I am and I can't thank you enough for joining me day in and out. You ask why I call you family? Well the reason that I do this is because so many people out there look at you and see you as just fans. When I look at you and see the love and support that you have for me I see you as my family. You are more than just a reader or a fan to me. You really and truly is my family and for that I am thankful.

Thank you for allowing me to come into your homes each and everyday and share a part of me with you. Thank you for supporting and believing in Livin the Fast Life when so many said it would fail. Thank you for spreading the word about the Fast Life family it is spreading all over the world. I can't thank you enough but I had to let you know that I really do appreciate the support that you have showed me for the last year and a half. Please continue to support me and spread the word about the Fast Life family. I will still be looking, reading, answering and responding to all views and comments. I am also available for any interviews, reviews, and book signings. In 2012 you will be definitely be seeing a lot more of me. Thank you for all your support you are the best.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Haters

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope that everyone had a great and productive day. I know that I have been extremely busy with working on the second book of the Fast Life Chronicles series. I know that so many of you are ready for the second book and I am trying to get it to you as fast as possible but making sure that it is just as good as Livin the Fast Life. I want to thank you for supporting me and purchasing your copy of Livin the Fast Life. You are amazing and I thank you to the bottom of my heart. If you have not grabbed your copy of Livin the Fast Life here is your chance to grab your copy for only .99. Time is running out and you don't want to miss this special sale. You can find the links to your right to barnesandnobles.com and amazon.com. Thank you so very much for your constant support. Remember to post your views on any of my pages to let me know what you think. Thank you and have a blessed day.

Trendy Topic of the Day:  Haters


There are so many people out there that will hate on you and everything that you do but you have to not let it get to you. People hated on Jesus and he died on the cross for our sins so what makes you better than or different from him?

I am glad that people hate on me because it only makes me stronger and I will continue to get stronger each and everyday. You can humble yourself and still have haters. They are every where but you can't control what others think, say or feel. You have to remember to only do you and stay true to yourself and you will be okay. If we allowed others to control our destiny we would all be at a stand still and there would be no successful people or strong people to make it through the storms. Do not allow others to determine your future. With this said use the haters to become better and pray for them to stop being haters. You are in control.

If you could say anything to your haters what would it be?
What is your method or technique for haters?
Do you have more haters or more friends? Explain.



Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Support

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope everyone had a great and productive day. I like to keep you updated on what I am doing and how I am doing things. Many of you have been asking for the second book in the series the Fast Life Chronicles. I am proud to say that I have finished writing the UnMarritable and it will be going through the next stage. Thank you so very much for your support. Please remember to go grab your copy of Livin the Fast Life if you haven't already. If you are not exactly sure where you can grab your copy you can click on the link on the right to purchase your copy from amazon.com, and barnesandnobles.com. Please go grab your copy today and post your reviews. It is very important that you post your reviews. Again thank you for your support. Please feel free to post your views.

Trendy Topic of the day:  Support


Support to me is very important because it is not easy to do what you love to do if you don't have the support that you need. Everyone will not support you and you can't expect everyone to support you.

If one person or a couple of people support you, it is important that you hold on to that support and use the support to your advantage. Some people don't have support at all and believe that they can't do what they love to do.

As an author it is important that you have the support of your readers. Without the support of the readers you will not make it. A reader will make or break you. They will either like or hate the material that you produce. If you have more likes than hate you have a chance but if you don't you either keep trying until you get it right or give up. Me personally I will never give up on my dreams. The response that I get from you whether good or bad makes me stronger. With the responses and reviews I know what I have to work on to make me better at my craft. Everyone can't write just like everyone can't sing but no matter what they continue to try and strive to live their dreams.

I know that I can't support each and every person but I definitely try to support every person that I can. It doesn't matter if they are good, bad, new to the game or a pro. I don't discriminate. All I know is that the people that we look up to like Mary J. Blige, Maya Angelou, Cicily Tyson, Tyler Perry, T. I., just to name a few, had to have our support to be where they are today. The thing that I admire about these few is that no matter what came their way in life they continued to strive to live their dreams and they supported others. We have to come together and support one another.

Do you agree with this topic? Why?
Who is your biggest supporter? Why?
Would you support someone in the same field as you that is new to the game? Why?

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Who's goin to be the better man?

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope that everyone had a great and productive day. Now it's time to unwind and take off the stress of the day. I am glad that you decided to do it with me. This week we have been getting a lot of new members and I am thankful for that. All this week I will be posting excerpts of the book Livin the Fast Life and next week we will switch it up a little bit. I also want to tell you to be looking for the promotions that I will be doing all month. Thank you for joining me each and everyday and spreading the word about the Fast Life family. Please feel free to post your comments.

Livin the Fast Life:  Who's goin to be the better man?



We played dominoes and drank some more. Derrick took me by the hand and took me to the couch.  We were sitting on the couch and Derrick and Maxwell started to debate on who was the better man for me.  I could see that Derrick was determined not to lose me to Maxwell.

While Maxwell had gone to the bathroom, Derrick and I got a chance to talk some more in peace for a little while anyways.  Derrick leaned over and kissed me and while he was kissing me Maxwell walked in the room and said "oh hell naw this ain't happening." Derrick and I looked up at him to see what he was tripping on and then out of nowhere Maxwell pulled out this ring and said "this could be yours if you get with me." I started laughing because the ring looked cheap as hell like it had came out of a bubble gum machine.  Derrick asked him "why do she need that cheap ass ring, when she is walking around with a platinum card in her pocket?" I couldn't believe that he had said that but since he did I wanted to know where it was and then he reached in my pocket and pulled it out and showed it to me.  Now I had his American Express and his Platinum card.  Derrick looked at me and said "baby what time should I come pick you up so that you can go shopping?" I turned and looked at him "I will be ready at two," I responded.  Derrick turned and looked at Maxwell and said "good night, better luck next time.  Remember you can never win against the best." Derrick started laughing and we walked out the door.

Here is your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this discussion to be cool, interesting or funny.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Have you ever had two people fighting over you? If so what did you do?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Letter from Ronny

Hello Fast Life family,

Thank you for joining me yet another day. I appreciate for all your support and just to say thank you I am keeping my book Livin the Fast Life on sale for .99 through the rest of the year. Continue to spread the word and I promise to keep the discussions hot. You all are the best. Here is another excerpt of  Livin the Fast Life. Enjoy and remember that you can find the links on your right to purchase your copy. Thank you for your participation and constant support. Please feel free to post your comments.

Livin the Fast Life:  Letter from Ronny



I had received a letter from Ronny and he told me how much he missed me and how sorry he was for hurting me the way he had.  Ronny told me that I was right about Lacy and he should have never messed with her.  Lacy had set him up and he was paying for it now.  I knew that this was giving him some time to think about what he had done.  Ronny and I were writing each other on a regular basis because I knew that he was lonely and didn't have anyone to talk to.  Ronny and I were still friends but I couldn't trust him anymore.

My feelings were fading for Derrick.  I still loved him but I was still searching for that special one.  Although Derrick was divorced he was still not trying to make that commitment to me.

I was not at home and Derrick had been in my house.  When I walked in the house I could tell that someone had been there.  I noticed that the letters that I had in my dresser were sitting out on the table with my pictures.  I started to get nervous because I didn't know what was going on and then I heard Derrick pulling up.  he just jumped out the truck and ran in the house.  "Hey babe, how are you doing today?" I said.  "Don't you baby me; was I your baby when you were writing to that nigga in jail?" I knew instantly what was wrong with him and I knew that we were getting ready to fight.  "How would you notice that I've been writing anyone when you're never here?" "I would be around more if you weren't so needy." "Was I needy when you were begging for some of this goodness?" "That's beside the point, I ain't no trick," he yelled. "How would I know that you're not a trick, when the only time I see you is when you want sex?" Derrick wasn't happy that I had said that and he lunged at me and slapped me.  I couldn't believe that he had hit me so I punched him and the fight was on.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this post to cool, interesting, or funny.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What have you done that would make someone want to hit you?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, December 5, 2011

Don't give a man all of you. Leave something for yourself

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope everyone enjoyed your weekend. This is the beginning of a new week and many of you know that I like to post excerpts of my book for you. I want you to have a taste of what you will be getting when you read anything that I put out. I hope that you enjoy the excerpts and trendy topics that I post. I thank everyone for joining me and spreading the word about Livin the Fast Life. Please feel free to share your views. I respond to each comment individually. Don't forget that you can purchase Livin the Fast Life as well. You can find the links to Amazon.com and barnesandnobles.com on your right hand side. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Livin the Fast Life:  Don't give a man all of you. Leave something for yourself.



My grandmother use to tell me to make sure that I kept a spare because you never knew when your good thang is going to have a blow out.  All my life I lived by this especially when I realized that men couldn't be trusted.  I gave a lot of myself to these men but I could never truly give them all of me because I knew that it wouldn't last.  Every true relationship that I had, I wanted it to work out.  I've been engaged so many times, but after being with a person after so many years they start to show their true colors.

People think that I cant commit or that I am scared of commitment but it's not that at all.  The truth is that I can commit but men can't commit themselves to me.  The men in my life loved me but they were not in love with me they were in love with my sweet candy apple.  They could not love me enough to honestly make me their wife.  I was not always their first priority and if I couldn't be their first priority I knew that I could not marry them.  My belief for marriage is very strong and I don't believe in divorce. I feel like when two people make that commitment before God anything can be worked out.  That's the reason why I haven't been married because I didn't want to marry for all the wrong reasons.  When I get married it will be strictly because I love that person unconditionally just for who they are.

Here are your discussions questions.  Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find this discussion to be funny, interesting, or cool. Your views are very important. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What are your views on marriage?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Set your house on fire

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope everyone had a great and productive day. Some of you know and some of you are just joining us, but occasionally I like to put up excerpt of my book Livin the Fast Life and some of my new book The UnMarritable just to give you a taste of what you can expect from each book. I hope that you enjoy and if you like what you have read and would like to read more there are links to the right to Barnes and Nobles and Amazon.com where you can purchase your copy. Thank you for your constant support. You are the best. Please feel free to post your comments.

Livin the Fast Life:  Set your house on fire



I called Derrick and asked him where he was at, he said that he was at the store and he was on his way home.  I asked him who was staying at the house with him and he told me that no one was staying with him.  Now I felt like he was trying to tell me that my eyes were playing tricks on me.

Before I said anything crazy, I hung up but I knew that I was going to get all the evidence that I needed.  I called Kinni, after I hung up the phone with Derrick, and told her what I had seen and what was going on.  Kinni told me to calm down but to call her if I needed any help burying the body.

Later on that night I walked over to Derrick's to get all the evidence that I needed.  I seen the same woman that came over earlier that day pull up in the driveway, unlock the door and go in.  This made me very angry because he never offered to give me a key to his spot.  I waited for hours and watched before I went back to the house.  I was so angry that I called Kinni and told her that it was time, and then I hung up.  Kinni kept calling me but I would not answer the phone.  I changed clothes and put on all black and walked to the gas station to buy a gas can and some gas.

Derrick lived down the street from the gas station.  When I got back over to the house I noticed that all the lights were out except for the TV upstairs.  I made sure that no one was coming down the street or watching.

I started pouring gasoline all around his house.  It was really dark, I could barely see but I knew that it was enough gasoline to  go around the entire house.  After I got finished, I knew that it was only going to take one strike and the whole house was going to go up with hopefully everyone in it.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this post to be interesting, cool, or funny.  Your views are very important. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What is the craziest thing that you have ever wanted or have done to someone because they played you?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Sex vs. Mystery

Hello Fast Life family,

I am glad that you could join me yet another day. Because I love to get your views on things this week I am coming up with trendy topics to see what your views are. Please feel free to share. I read and respond to all comments.

Trendy Topic of the Day:  Sex vs. Mystery


Today I want to know what you think on the topic of Sex vs. Mystery. There are so many authors out there today and everyone has a story. Some of the stories are the same just worded differently. I find that a lot of the books covers has to pertain to sex. I know that sex sells but I like to leave something to the imagination. I have been asked several times what makes me different then the rest? I will continue to answer the question the same way every time. I don't knock anyone for the way that they do their thing but me personally I will always give the readers exactly what they want without exposing the story that they want.  I will always leave the mystery to my readers but at the same time continue making you want more. Like I said before I don't knock any one's hustle and I have definitely read some really great books by some really great Authors and we all have our own way of doing things. Will I continue to support these books? Yes of course without a doubt because no matter what at the end of the day I still have the passion and the fire to read, write, and become a better Author.

Would you buy a book that has something pertaining to sex or something simple on the cover?
Do you feel like there are too many books with exposure of sex on the cover? Explain.
Would you purchase a book that has both sex and mystery in the contents of it?
Do you prefer not to read about sex at all in a book?
Is there anything that you would like to share on this subject?

Thank you for your participation and please feel free to post your comments. Remember that you can click on the link on the right to amazon.com, barnesandnobles.com, or scribd.com and purchase your copy of Livin the Fast Life for only .99. Thank you for all your support. You are the best.

What is considered an Urban Author

Hello Fast Life family,

I hope that everyone is had a great and productive day. There has been some controversy about what makes an Urban Author. I want to know what you think and how you feel about this subject.

Trendy Topic of the day: What is considered an Urban Author?


It is my own opinion that anyone can be considered an Urban Author if they have lived the struggle of an Urban Author. You can write about anything but it is not easy to talk about living in the hood unless you lived in the hood. If you have never struggled you can not talk about the struggle that many Urban Authors actually go through. Everyone should have a fair chance to tell their story no matter what their race is. If they have the experience then they should be able to talk about what they know. Some writers also like to get others story and add their own twist on it and I think that is okay as well because everyone should be able to tell their stories and if you can get someone else to write and tell your story then you are blessed. This is my take on being considered an Urban Author.

What does Urban Author mean to you?
Do you consider yourself an Urban Author or enjoy reading Urban lit?
What makes a person a Urban Author?

Thank you for your views, participation and constant support. Please feel free to post your views and join in the discussion. Remember that you can also click on the link to the right and purchase your copy of Livin the Fast Life for only .99. Go purchase your copy today and help support a great cause as well. Help show our children that you care about their future.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Welcome to the Fast Life family

Hello Fast Life family,

It has been a while since I have thanked all the new members for joining our family and all of the members that constantly follow me each and everyday. I like to take time to welcome everyone to the Fast Life family and tell you a little about who I am and what I do. I also like to get to know each and everyone of you. I do things a little different around here because I am about being personal.

Here we are family. I don't see you as my fans or readers I see you as my family. Family support each other and talk to each other no matter if they agree or disagree at least you know exactly where they are coming from. Here we do not judge and everyone is allowed to say whatever they feel on the topic of the day. We all have our views and some are the same and some are different but no matter what you think you will not be judged. Here you have a voice and your voice will be heard. We talk about a numerous of things and they are not always clean. We are all adults here. My main thing is to make you feel right at home and comfortable and know that you can say whatever you want to say and not be judged by how you feel.

Let me tell you a little about myself and I hope that you will tell me about yourself. I am the author of Livin the Fast Life. I decided to write my story because I wanted people to hear my story and know that the contents of my book happen each and everyday and sometimes we are too scared or too ashamed to talk about what really goes on in our own communities. Everything that I write and produce I have you in mind. I want to continue writing great stories for you. I write not for the money of it but for the love and passion of it. Everyone has a story and its all how you view the story. I want to continue bringing you great stories that you can always relate to. I was born in Wichita Ks but traveled and lived many places trying to find my way. I moved to the DFW area determined to make a better life for myself and get on the right track. I decided to write my story because it was therapy for me. My best friend told me that it would make a great story and I wanted the world to hear my story. I am not only an author but I am also the founder of the non-profit organization Queenz Int'l. It is women uniting and helping teenage girls to know their self worth and to pursue their dreams. I am determined to help prevent teenage pregnancy and abuse. I am not looking to get rich off of my book but I do want to help a great cause and that's why all the proceeds that I get off the book goes strictly to the Queenz Int'l Christi's Angels Youth Program. I am determined to make a difference in my community and communities around the world. I believe in giving our youth hope. I am an author that is determined to stand out from all the rest because I am my own individual and the support that I get from those that support me and follow me each and everyday is priceless. Without you none of this would be possible and I am glad and honored to have the support of you.

I welcome you to the Fast Life family and I hope that you enjoy your stay and tell others about why they should join our family as well. Thank you for your participation and your constant support. Please don't forget that you can purchase your copy of Livin the Fast Life for only .99. Click on the Links on the right and purchase your copy today.

Where are you from?
What brought you to the Fast Life family?
Do you plan on staying?
Have you took a look around?
What are your thoughts on Livin the Fast Life?

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Posting your Reviews

Hello my Fast Life family,
Trendy Topic of the day:    Posting your Reviews


I am blessed to be here with you yet another day. Every week I try to switch things up for you and that is not always a easy task to do. However there are so many things going on that it is almost easy to talk about anything. The reason that I love to blog is because it gives me the chance to let you know who I am and how I think on certain subjects. It also gives me the chance to share with you what I am doing in my life and with my career.

Just as much as I am happy to share with you I also love to see your feedback. I want to know what you think and how you feel. Like I said here we are family and you will not be judged or ridiculed for what you believe. You have a voice and your voice should be heard. It took me a long time to realize what it was that I wanted to do in life but I finally found my calling and that's writing and producing great stories.

The only way that I can do this is from the help of you. As an author it is very critical that we have reviews. People want to know what you think just as much as I do. We rely on your reviews to tell us what you liked and didn't like about the book. As for me I want to know not because of sales but because it will make me a better writer. My promise to my readers is to be consistent and always give you a great story that will stimulate your mind and sometimes your body as well. However the only way that I can do that is by your reviews. So this is your chance to post your reviews on Livin the Fast Life. You can post them here, twitter, or facebook which ever is your preference but I want to know what it is that you think and feel. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Did you of didn't you like Livin the Fast Life? Why?
What would you want to see different in Livin the Fast Life?
Would you recommend Livin the Fast Life to someone else?
What did you like most about Livin the Fast Life?
What did you like least about Livin the Fast Life?
Will you buy or read the UnMarritable?
Would you read the entire Fast Life Chronicles Series?

Please don't forget to grab your copy of Livin the Fast Life if you haven't already. Click on any of the links below and grab your copy today. I am donating all of the proceeds to the Queenz Int'l Christi's Angels Youth Program. This program is to help prepare our youth for a brighter future. Will you help me in this great cause?

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Thursday, November 10, 2011

Change

Hello Fast Life family,

I am glad that you have joined me yet another day. Thank you for taking the time out to come join me each and every day. As you have noticed I have jazzed up the page a little bit. I want you to know that this page is hot and you can enter at your own risk. There are some things that you may read or see that you may not like but this is a adult blog. If you are mature to handle what is said in this blog then this is where you want to be. I share a lot with my family and you share a lot with me as well. I love hearing your responses and your views on the different discussions. You make doing this all worth it.

Trendy Topic of the Day: Change


As you know I am all about change. Change is very important. The world is changing each and everyday and if we are not changing with it we are getting left behind. There is no reason to be left behind and in the dark of what is going on in the world. You can't enjoy life if you are not willing to change. In order to become a better  person you have to want to be a better person and that requires change.

Some are willing to change and others are willing to remain the same. The problem that I have noticed with people today is that we want others to change but we are not willing to change ourselves. You can not change others into being what you want them to be. You have to accept them for who they are or move on and allow them to change on their own. You can give advice to someone but unless they are willing to take your advice they will not do what you want them to do and why would you get angry and upset because they don't take your advice. We all make our own choices and decisions in life. It is not up to you to live someone else's life. You have to live your life and only your life and make the necessary changes for you to succeed and live your life the way you desire.

Start being in control of your own life and your own destiny. You are the only one that can change you.
Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to answer freely and let me know what you think about this discussion. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Why do you think so many people are afraid of change?
What would you say to someone that wants to change?
Are you afraid of change? Explain your answer

Don't forget to also grab your copy of Livin the Fast Life and see what all the talk is about and why so many are grabbing their copy today. Thank you for your constant support.

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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Living in the moment

Hello my Fast Life family, I hope everyone is having a great week. There has been so many crazy things going on and today I have decided to share my feelings and I hope that you will share your feelings as well. Here is your trendy topic.

Trendy Topic of the day: Living in the moment

There are so many things going on in the world and we seem to hang on to the negative instead of embracing the positive.

This should be a lesson to all of us. Tomorrow is not promised to any of us and we have to make the best out of each and every day.

This week we lost Joe Frazier the heavyweight champ and Heavy D the overweight lover. This is not including the friends and the family that some of us have also lost this week or in the last month. Life is beautiful and we should be thankful that we have a chance to see each and everyday. Life is not easy but it is what we make of it. Some of us will live life to the fullest and some of us will let life pass us by. You can be angry and miserable if you want to that is the choice that you make for yourself. Understand something though, you can live like that but next year you will still be in the same place and the people that was there with you will either be gone because they decided to move forward or they will be there with you being just as miserable. You could also find yourself by yourself as well because there are more people that would rather be happy and positive then angry and miserable. Life is too short to be angry or hold on to the pass. You can allow your pass to define you or you can allow your pass to make you better and stronger as a person. It is time for us to start enjoying life and loving who we are because we never know when our number is up. Whatever it is that you are going through give it to God and let it go. He will take care of everything if you allow him to. Appreciate the life that God has given you and make it work for you. You have to stand up and take control of your own destiny. No one can do that for you. Stop blaming others for your shortcomings and do something about them. We are all great individuals and have the potential to be the best. Let's live in the moment and enjoy every moment of it and thank God for allowing us to see another beautiful day because there are so many that didn't get to see this beautiful day or didn't get to make it through the remaining of the day. If you have a family member that you haven't talked to in a while call them up and tell them you love them. If you have a child that you neglect find them, hug them and tell them that you love them. If you have a friend that you got into an argument over something stupid call them and apologize and tell them that you love them because tomorrow you might not get the chance to say anything to them and you will wish that you had.

I am living in the moment and letting those know that I love you and letting all of you know that I love each and everyone of you. Because of you I am able to live my dream and continue to strive to be the best and I thank each and every one of you to the bottom of my heart. I am telling you to live in the moment and enjoy each and every bit of it. You only live once and don't allow anyone to tell you what you can't do.You can do anything you want to do there are so many possibilities. Don't let life pass you by. You are a winner.

Do you live in the moment?
What do you do to live life to the fullest?
What do you have to say on this topic?

Don't forget to go pick up your copy of Livin the Fast Life. Thank you for all your participation and constant support.
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Monday, November 7, 2011

Menage a trois......

Terrence fixed us a few more lines and rolled three king size joints.  I was sitting on the floor and they were sitting on the couch.  I snorted a line so hard that it made me dizzy.  I stretched out on the floor to shake it off.  Nick and Terrence snorted their lines and got down on the floor as well.  They both started to suck on my breast and I felt like I had just gone to heaven again.  I was curious but nervous at the same time about what was about to happen.  They both spread my legs and I felt someones hand go down my pants.  I opened my eyes to see who it was and it was Terrence.  After playing with me he pulled his finger out and I watched him lick his fingers.  Terrence was looking at me so sensuous that I got mesmerized by his eyes.  Nick took my pants and panties off and Terrence continued to suck on my breast.  Nick spread my legs apart and started sucking on my sweet nectar.  I could feel Terrence's hand on the inside of my thigh pulling my legs further apart.  I wasn't sure what to do except for what I had seen in porno's.  I let them guide me in the direction that they wanted me to be in.  I was use to having sex with Nick, there was no difference when he entered me.  Terrence was huge and I couldn't wait to feel what he was working with but I couldn't let Nick see that I really wanted to sleep with Terrence and not him so I waited.  When it was Terrence's turn before he even entered me all the way he had gave me head so good that I felt like my head was going to pop off.  He barely entered me and I started to scream, he was spreading me farther than any man had ever done.  I loved every bit of Terrence and i didn't want him to stop and he kept giving it to me long and hard.  After we were done I realized that was the first time that a man had ever made me have an orgasm.  I have had some good dick but none like that.  Terrence took me to a new level, he brought a lot out of me that I didn't even know that I had.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you think this discussion is cool, interesting, or funny.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Have you ever had a menage a trois? If so would you do it again and why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

You can purchase your copy of Livin the Fast Life at any of these sights for only $2.99. If you want to find out more please go grab your copy today. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

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Monday, October 31, 2011

Their fight our fight

Pulling up at the bar I noticed that Derrick hadn't got there yet.  I went in the bar anyways and waited on him to show up.  For a while I didn't think that he was going to show but about thirty minutes later he walked in the door.  When he got there he hugged and kissed me and told me why he was late.  Derrick said that Patrick needed to talk to someone and wouldn't  let him leave.  I understood because when my friends needed to talk to me they didn't want me to leave either.  We were drinking, laughing and talking about the fight because we did not expect it to go the way that it had.  After having a few drinks we went home to chill out.  We got home and we were still laughing about the fight and then Jack kicked in and Derrick started tripping.

Derrick had taken their fight and made it our fight.  I could have sworn that we were having a great time but because he didn't like something that I said he wanted to fight.  We went pass arguing.  I didn't want to fight or argue with him and I told him that I was leaving and going home for the evening to get some rest, something he should be doing.  When I said that Derrick ran up on me in a rage and grabbed me by my neck and told me not to talk to him like that and that I am to do what he tells me to do.  Looking at me and telling that I was not afraid, Derrick put me down and then kissed me on the forehead and told me that he was sorry.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find the discussion interesting, cool, or funny.  Your views are very important. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Have you ever made someone else's fight your fight? Explain
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Mary J. take me away

I put on Mary J., rolled a couple of joints, ran a hot bath and relaxed.  I was getting ready to get in the tub and the phone rang.  Lord only knew that I couldn't take any more drama for the evening.  I didn't answer the phone because I didn't want to be bothered. I turned the phone to vibrate so that I couldn't hear it ring and got in the tub for some relaxation.  Relaxation was what I really needed and I knew that Mary J. would take me to the point where I needed to be.  When I got out of the tub I checked the phone to see how many calls that I missed.  Derrick had called me a couple of times and I was glad that I didn't answer but I was surprised that he didn't come by.  I also saw that Dre had called me a couple of times.  I saw his number, and my heart lit up because I knew that he would make all the pressures of the day go away.

Knowing that Dre was in town made me happy.  Dre told me that he was at his sisters and he wanted to see me.  I told him that he could come on over to see me.  Dre didn't have his car because Lloyd was in it and had gone to see his mama.  He asked me to come over to his sisters.  I really didn't want to go anywhere but I was not going to miss my chance to see him.  Running around the house, looking for some clothes and trying to get out of there before Derrick came by, was exhausting.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this discussion to be cool, funny, or interesting.  Your views are very important to me. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What do you do for relaxation?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, October 24, 2011

Passion

Hello my Fast Life friends and family. I hope that everyone had a great day and is ready to relax a little and let your mind run wild.

Today I am giving you a Trendy Topic instead of parts of the book. I want to start the week off differently because sometimes we need to just relax and allow the day to run off of us. Well get you something to sip on, lay back and relax and allow me to take the pressure of the day off of you.

Trendy Topic of the Day:    Passion


We look for the passion of a love one and some may have it and some don't. People everyday think they know the true meaning of passion and really don't. I am going to tell you what I think passion really is and I want to know what your definition of passion is. This is not a right and wrong discussion because passion can have different meanings to different people and I want to know how you feel and what you think.

Passion to me is a simple touch. A touch that goes through your body and lights your entire soul on fire.
Passion is a simple kiss. A kiss that you can hold on to for the rest of your life.
Passion is understanding. Being able to understand the needs of your partner and knowing just how to give them what they need.
Passion is making love. Making love to the rhythm of your heart beats beating as one.
Passion is a smile. A smile that will brighten up any room every time you walk in the room.
Passion is your smell. The sweetness of your smell that lingers every time you are near.

This is my definition of Passion. What is your definition? Please someone talk to me and let me know exactly what your definition of Passion is. Thank you for your participation and constant support. Here are your questions for this discussion.

What is your definition of Passion?
Have you ever experienced true Passion?
Do you feel like there is enough Passion in relationships today? Why?
What is the most passionate experience that you have ever had?

Friday, October 21, 2011

Kenya's sexual fantasy

As I lay in bed later on that night, after a very exhausting day, I couldn't stop thinking about what I had seen earlier.  That was my first time ever seeing a woman make love to another woman.  I couldn't sleep so I decided to get up and take a nice hot bath.  As I lay beneath the bubbles of the hot water I just couldn't stop thinking about what I had seen earlier that night.  I have always heard about it and always seen the punishments but I had never watched two women make love the way that they were making love.  I got out the tub an hour later and dried off.  I put on my lingerie and walked down the hall to the bedroom.  When I opened the door I could smell the perfume but I couldn't tell who was in my room.  I lit the candles and who do I see sprawled across my bed with nothing on? Trish.

Startled I asked Trish why was she in my room and in my bed with no clothes on? Trish said "I seen how you were looking earlier and it looks like you're curious. "I responded "Not curious just doing my job."  "Are you sure?" Trish replied.  I couldn't give her a response because all I could see was her coke bottle silhouette that looked oh so delightful and wondered if she wanted some of my apple pie.  Trish walked over to the bar and fixed us a drink.  As she poured our drinks I put on some lotion and my best perfume.  Why I was putting on my best perfume, I do not know.  We finished our drinks and I started to feel horny as my nectar start to get wet.  Trish whispered in my ear just lay back and relax let me do all the work.  I knew that this wasn't right but my curiosity was getting the best of me.  As I lied on the bed Trish gently spread my legs and at that moment I realized how Elaine felt.

Trish sucked on my nipples that had gotten so hard, I felt like they were going to pop off at any moment.  She slowly kissed me softly down to my navel and as she gently kissed me she spread my legs and inserted her fingers in my sweet nectar. I could only let out a sigh.  It felt good but I was nervous.  She looked up at me and says "Enjoy the ride."  I leaned back and spread my legs wide as she wanted them and she licked my sweet nectar.  She told me to open my candy for her.  I took my hands and spread my candy wide for her just like she asked and then she said "you are the madam tell you hoe how you want it."  I took her head and smothered it in my candy and I told her that she was not allowed to stop until her face was covered with my juices.  She looked up at me with a smile and said "yes mama, I will do anything you tell me to."  At that point I was ready to explode but I could not let her know that I wanted it just as much as she did.  She ate my sweet candy until I exploded all over her face.  Then she took her tongue and stuck it so far in my candy that when she pulled it out she had all of my juices on her tongue.  I knew that Trish like to be commanded and told what to do so I did my job. I commanded her to get on her hands and knees and put her butt in the air.  She did as she was told.  I stuck my finger in her candy and it was so wet.  I put my finger in her butt and it was wet as well so I knew she was then ready for me.  I got beneath her and told her to spread her candy; she did as she was told.  I stuck my tongue in her candy very nervously and she made a loud yelp.  I licked her candy, spanked her ass and told her she was my hoe.  She is to do what I tell her and no back talk and would protect her from Uncle Tommy and Cletis Ray as she squirted her juices across the room she agreed to do whatever I told her and we had wild sex for the next three hours.  I had never had a man lick my candy as good as Trish.  That's when I realized that I liked the feeling of woman as well as men.

Here are your questions for this discussion. Give your honest answers.

Was the sex scene steamy?
Do you feel like it is steamy enough or not and why?
Did you feel like it is realistic?
Are you still interested in reading?
Do you feel like it is too early to have a sex scene in the book and why?
Would you change anything and why?

Thank you for taking the time to answer these questions.  Your feedback is greatly appreciated.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Booked Solid....Time to get that money.

The first two weeks that I was back, I was booked solid and it was really hard to get in to see me.  I realized that Derrick was in the club when I was taking a break doing a walk through.  He was sitting in back of the club in the corner watching one of the other chicks dance.  I wasn't in the mood for any drama; I walked by and tapped on his table to let him know that I was back.  I walked over to the bar, sat down and ordered my drink.  Derrick walked up behind me and said "excuse me Miss, can I buy you a drink?"  I was smiling on the inside but I wasn't going to show him that I was glad to see him.  I turned and  looked at him and said "I've already ordered my drunk buy you're more than welcomed to pay for it."  Derrick and I started to laugh then he asked me if I had some time for him.  I told him that I had two people waiting but I would fit him in when I got done.  Derrick said that he would wait for me to get done and he wanted an hour of my time.  Derrick didn't pay as much as some of the other guys, but I was willing to squeeze him in.  I had been waiting for this moment just to see him again.  I finished my drink and went to take care of the two clients that I had waiting.

I rushed through the sessions that I had waiting because I really wanted to see Derrick.  Before I could see Derrick I went and jumped in the shower and got all fresh for him.  When I got out the shower  and was getting dressed, Black Satin told me that he needed me on center stage.  One of the girls had got drunk, fell off the stage and twisted her ankle.  I was not happy that I had to fill in for someone when I already had something else to do.  There was nothing I could do about it.  I sucked it up and went to make that money.

I got on center stage, worked it out and when I was done with my set the crowd wanted an encore.  I was not going to waste anymore of my time because I was trying to get to Derrick.  I jumped off the stage grabbed Derrick and collected the rest of my money on the way to the VIP lounge.

Here is your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this discussion to be cool, interesting or funny.  Your views are very important. Thank your for your participation and your constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Do you feel like you are getting to know who Kenya is? What do you think about Kenya?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Sliding down the pole

Watching a woman slide down the poll and pop her pearl is every man's dream and I knew that's where the money is.  I wanted to model but I couldn't find anyone to support me to get me started.  I never had anyone that believed in me and the one person who did was gone.  Since I couldn't go into modeling I didn't feel like I had any other choice but to turn back to stripping and the life I once knew oh so well.  I didn't want to sell drugs anymore because everybody and their daddy were selling drugs and I had to find another way to make my money to live the life that I had grown accustomed to.

I had been to several strip clubs but I was not making the money that I wanted to make.  I had to find another club to work, where I would be able to make the money that I wanted to make.  I wasn't sure where to go.

My home girl Cherita called and I had told her the problem that I was having and she told me about this underground club and said that I needed to check it out.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark what you think about this discussion.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What do you think about strippers?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, October 17, 2011

Christi's Angels Youth Program

Hello my Fast Life friends. I hope that everyone is having a great and productive day.

Normally I post parts of the book or a trendy topic but today I am going to share with you some of the positive things that I do and am trying to do for my community.  I find this the perfect opportunity for you to get to know who I am as an author and a person.

I wrote Livin the Fast Life because I wanted to share my story with the world.  I wanted to show the world what happens in our community each and every day.  Sometimes we overlook the things that are going on in our communities. The drug use, drug selling, promiscuity, rape, gang banging, and the violence is real. These are the things that really happen and it is time that we stop overlooking the problem and try to help fix the problem. I know that I am determined to do my part and make my community better. I want to show our children that there is hope to a brighter future. I want to do something for the children of my community that I never had the chance to experience. I know that when I was coming up I had more people telling me what I couldn't do and what I wasn't going to be, then I had telling me what I could do.

Writing is my passion. I don't do it for the money. I do it for the love and peace that I get from it. Being a self published author has taught me so very much. It has made me appreciate the things that I do have and not worry about the things that I don't have. People said I was crazy for wanting to tell my story. People told me that I couldn't write a book because I didn't know how to. People told me that my book wouldn't sell. There were so many negative things that I heard that it would take me all day to list all of them. These are just some of the negative things that came my way. The worse part of it all is that I have been told things like this my entire life. As a child it is hard to process what is going on and why people don't love you the way that you need to be loved. The teenage years are even harder because now you can understand a little better but the pain is growing deeper. We take that pain into our adult lives and we pass that to our children. Well I am here to say no more hurt and pain on our children.

We have to make a stand and show our children that we care and there is really hope for a brighter future. I am all about change and making things better. I am taking the hurt from my past and making it a better future not just for me but for what I believe in as well. I want the children to know that there is someone out there that does care and understand exactly what they are going through. I want the children to know that they are not being judged but being loved for them just the way they are. I am going to do whatever I can and whatever I have to do to change the world and build a better future for our children.

You can help me to change the world but first we have to change the way that we think. If we think negative we get negative results but if we think positive we will get positive results. Now that you know what I live for and why I push Livin the Fast Life the way I do, will you help me reach my goal?

I am proud to say that for every book that you purchase all the proceeds will be donated to the Christi's Angels Youth Program. The money will help provide tutoring, school supplies, arts and crafts, journals and so many other great things. This program is to give them a place to feel safe, give them someone to talk to, help build them for a better future. The program helps children between the ages of 13-19.  The Queenz Int'l is over this program and they are giving their time to show our youth that they care. The book is only $2.99 and this is not enough but it is definitely a start. It can add up really fast if people will be so kind to show their support. If you are not able to purchase your copy right now because the funds are low then you can go "LIKE" my facebook page. The Fast Life Management team is also donating $1 for every person that comes and join Livin the Fast Life on facebook. Will you please show your support. Thank you for helping me to reach my goal and hopefully with your help we will over exceed the goal. If you have any questions about this program please feel free to contact me. Here are the links for you to go on to join Livin the Fast Life on facebook and to purchase your copy. Thank you so very much for all your participation and your constant support and remember that the children is our future. Please give them a chance.

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https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B004HYHCKG
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004HYHCKG
https://www.amazon.de/dp/B004HYHCKG
https://www.amazon.fr/dp/B004HYHCKG
http://www.scribd.com/doc/48121468/Livin-the-Fast-Life-Interior

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Don't mess with a man that can't take care of you

Mrs. Mattie is the one who told me if he can't provide for you he's not the one for you, and I lived by that all my life.  I listened to Mrs. Mattie and took all the wisdom that she had.  I was not going to live my life like Elenor.  I was determined that I was going to do better than she had and I did just that.

Mrs. Mattie always told me that I could do anything that I set my mind to.  Although Mrs. Mattie knew that I was going in the wrong direction she always said I was the one that she never worried about because she knew that out of all of her grandchildren, I was the strongest one and I would be the one to find my way.  At the time I never really knew what she meant by that but now I do.

I knew that if no one believed in me she always did and although I was doing my dirt, I never asked anyone for anything.  I was taking care of myself and I wasn't out there having a bunch of babies by a bunch of different men.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you think this discussion if funny, interesting or cool.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Is it wrong to only mess with men/women that can take care of you? Why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, October 10, 2011

A time for business and a time for pleasure (JCD)

Ronny was spoiling me. Everyday I had something new. I didn't want for anything and I never complained not even if he stayed out all night.

Most women would be very angry if their man stayed out all night long or even stayed out for days. I wasn't angry at all because even though he might not have come home so that I could see him, when I woke up and opened my eyes there was always five hundred dollars or more laying on my night stand and there was no reason for me to complain at all about anything.

True enough there were days that I missed him but I understood that to have the finer things in life business is business and pleasure is pleasure and you never mix the two.

We hustled strong every day. I hustled the house and he hustled the streets. The police hated him because they could never catch him with anything and they were definitely trying.

We were doing it so big, that when we went out in public people thought that we were royalty because of the entourage that was always surrounding us. We never went anywhere alone. We always went in bundles. I say bundles because there were so many of us that it didn't make any sense. I loved the attention because I was the only girl and it was always at least fifteen people with us at all times. If we went to dinner and a movie we all went to dinner and a movie. We had fun and I definitely can't complain about that.

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Monday, September 26, 2011

From two different sets (JCD)

Ronny was driving and Malik was sitting on the passenger side when they came to the house.  They were driving a Cutlass that was tricked out.

Whey they pulled up at the house I was kind of nervous because they looked like some gang bangers.  The car was blue and they were dressed in all blue.  I wasn't quite sure if I should be riding with them or even going anywhere with them especially knowing that I was a Blood and that wasn't even cool.

I made them get out of the car and come in for a little while.  We talked and laughed for a long time while getting blowed.  They were comical they really liked to make people laugh.  Thy were rolling 20's but they didn't care that I was a Blood they just started calling me bright.  We laughed about it and then decided to go for a ride.

They were going over to one of their homies house and they asked me if I wanted to go.  I finished getting dressed and while I was looking for the shoes I wanted to wear they started teasing me about me having a closet just for my shoes and that wasn't including the shoes that I had in my bedroom closet.  I put on my shoes and we rode out.

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Monday, September 19, 2011

Just doin me

I was starting to get popular in the streets but no men would ever say anything bad about me.  If you heard anything bad about me it was from some chick.  The women around the town were really starting to hate me and hate on me but I wasn't tripping.  I wasn't going to change who I was and as long as I was still being able to pay my bills, the hell with what anyone else thought.  All I knew was that I wanted to be free.  I just wanted to do whatever it was that I wanted to do and that's what I did.

I had met this guy about a week after Kevin's party his name was Damarcus.  Damarcus was tall, built, and had the prettiest black skin that you would ever see in your life.  He was a thug and he wasn't ashamed to let people know that he was a thug.  I really didn't want to mess with any thugs but this was not about finding a relationship, this was about the money.  As long as he was willing to up that cash I was willing to mess with him anytime he called me.

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Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Set your house on fire

I called Derrick and asked him where he was at, he said that he was at the store and he was on his way home.  I asked him who was staying at the house with him and he told me that no one was staying with him.  Now I felt like he was trying to tell me that my eyes were playing tricks on me.

Before I said anything crazy, I hung up but I knew that I was going to get all the evidence that I needed.  I called Kinni, after I hung up the phone with Derrick, and told her what I had seen and what was going on.  Kinni told me to calm down but to call her if I needed any help burying the body.

Later on that night I walked over to Derrick's to get all the evidence that I needed.  I seen the same woman that came over earlier that day pull up in the driveway, unlock the door and go in.  This made me very angry because he never offered to give me a key to his spot.  I waited for hours and watched before I went back to the house.  I was so angry that I called Kinni and told her that it was time, and then I hung up.  Kinni kept calling me but I would not answer the phone.  I changed clothes and put on all black and walked to the gas station to buy a gas can and some gas.

Derrick lived down the street from the gas station.  When I got back over to the house I noticed that all the lights were out except for the TV upstairs.  I made sure that no one was coming down the street or watching.

I started pouring gasoline all around his house.  It was really dark, I could barely see but I knew that it was enough gasoline to  go around the entire house.  After I got finished, I knew that it was only going to take one strike and the whole house was going to go up with hopefully everyone in it.

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Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Men gone crazy

Destiny, Kinni, Lynn and I had gone out for New Year's Eve and we partied like rock stars.  We had so much fun that we didn't want it to end.  We were so drunk that we couldn't do anything else but go home and pass out.  Kinni was the designated driver for the night.

We dropped Lynn off first and when she got home her man was waiting for her in the house in the dark with the couch facing the door like she was a teenager coming in late.  When Lynn walked in the house she started laughing when she seen him sitting in front of the door looking like he was going to scold his teenager.  He was mad because we had gone out and kicked it and it was New Years Eve, and he wanted her to be at home waiting on him when he got there but the joke was on him because she was kicking it probably harder than he was.

We dropped Destiny off next and Raquan was sitting in the bushes in the church parking lot where it was pitch dark and you couldn't see him.  When Destiny got out of the car we made sure that she got in the house before we pulled off.  Destiny had to go to the bathroom so bad that she lost one of her shoes outside running in the house.  When she finished using the bathroom she went back outside to find her shoe.  As she is looking for her shoe, she sees these headlights coming from out of the trees.  Destiny thought that she was drunk and just tripping; she didn't pay it any mind she just kept looking for her shoes. Raquan pulled up in the yard like a bat out of hell and jumped out and they started fighting because she wasn't at home when he came in from kicking it. Destiny lost a contact.

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Monday, September 12, 2011

Shooting at the club

Kinni and I went out to celebrate her birthday.  Everything was going good until someone started some mess in the club.  A fight broke out and the security guards had put the people, that started the fight, out of the club.  when the chaos died down they turned the lights back down and we continued to party.  We were so drunk and looking our best we didn't care what was going on.  At the end of the night I had seen some of Man's friends and one of them I use to date.

Eye's was glad to see me because we hadn't seen each other in a while.  He had been locked up for two years.  Eyes saw me and we hugged and started talking while Kinni was on the other side of the club talking to one of her old flings.  We were still inside the club and were getting ready to leave because security was trying to kick everyone out.  I seen that Kinni was walking towards me and I was standing at the door talking to Eyes.  I was starting to open the door so that we could leave and as I opened the door this guy walked up in front of me and shot the guy that was standing next to the door in the face and then started to randomly shoot.  I stood there for a brief moment and Eyes grabbed me and pulled me to the ground and got on top of me to make sure that the gunmen wouldn't shoot me as well.  I could hear Kinni screaming for me; after the shooting had stopped she got off the ground and ran towards me.  Kinni started screaming when she saw us laying there because we were not moving and she thought that we had been shot.  I looked up at her to let her know that I was okay.  I got scared because I seen all this blood but I didn't feel like I had been shot or anything.  I thought Eyes was shot but he wasn't it was the guy that was lying next to us.  Eyes picked me up off the ground and I had blood all over my dress.  Kinni started checking me, to see if I had been shot.  We were okay but we had to stay at the club for another hour to be questioned.  When the police were finished they had given us their business cards, and told us to call them if we remembered anything.

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Friday, September 2, 2011

Make that money girl

People never understood me except for the people that I really hung with.  I have always been versatile.  When I am home I am down to earth.  I smoke my weed and love to party and occasionally whip some ass from time to time.  When I am at work, I turn white.  I am very proper speaking, detailed oriented and good at what I do.  I was getting tired of working a nine to five.  I quit and just got my money the best way I knew how.  The only way for me to that was to get my hustle on.  Something I knew how to do oh so well.

I started meeting all kind of men and they were asking me out on dates but I already knew that all they wanted was some of my sweet nectar and I was willing to give them some but it was going to cost them.  I met Louis at work, he was a buyer, he made good money.  He was shy and very quiet but he was very frank about what he wanted and what he was willing to do for it.  I was cool with that because I liked a man that knew what he wanted and wasn't afraid to ask for it.  I met up with him once a week after work, every Thursday was his night.  He was always on time and right to the point.  The sex wasn't all that good but he could definitely suck on that pearl.

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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Every man needs a good woman by his side

I always wondered if Man would find that perfect girl and settle down instead of all those chicken heads he was messing with. Still in the streets doing his thang he met this chick named Sabrina.  He had dated Sabrina for about six months before he decided to bring her home to meet the family.  He was always careful about the chicks he would bring home to meet us so I knew that this had to be the one or he was going to try to make her the one.

Sabrina is beautiful, she is five foot ten, Indian and Black, green eyes with blond hair and she was thick.  The first time I met her and talked to her she wasn't sure if she should like me and that was okay with me because I thought to myself "man this girl is book smart but she is kind of dingy."  Sabrina was very nice though she didn't really talk a lot but I understood it was her first time meeting me and she was nervous.  Why women are nervous when they first meet me I have no idea but they are and that's okay with me because I want them to be.

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Monday, August 29, 2011

How life can change so quick

Six months later the group, he had signed, walked out on him and all he had left was the dope game.  He put all his concentration on the dope game and just gave up on his music, something that he was so passionate about.  The money that we were making from the dope game was more that what we were making when he had the group and was always in the studio.

I tried to get a job, but every time that I would Jermaine would get angry and try to find a way to get me fired.  He always said that I didn't need to work, but I felt like I always needed to have my own money just in case anything should ever happen.  Jermaine felt like me working was taking away from me taking care of him.  I came up with my own plan.  Since I couldn't work I would help Jermaine sell dope and take my money off the top and stash it somewhere he would never think to look.

Jermaine started to drink more and more each and every day, and everything irritated him.  When he drank he would get very mean and I would just say out of his way because I didn't want to argue.

Carmella called me crying one night and told me she just received a phone call saying that her dad had died.  I went over to her house to comfort her plus I didn't want to look at Jermaine's drunk ass.  When I got to Carmellas I noticed that she had been crying and drinking.  She ran out of the house and said that she wanted to go to club Drakes.

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Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Someone else in our bed

When we got to our destination he blind folded me and guided me to the end of the seat to get out of the truck. I felt the snatch of my panties being ripped off and his face in my nectar he was licking it so good I didn't hesitate to stop him. He put me over his shoulder and I heard the door open up. I could smell the weed and thought where the hell have he taken me? Dwight placed me gently on this soft ass bed and then I felt him take my feet and someone was taking my arms and they were handcuffing me to the bed I thought that I was about to be beat, raped and abused. Dwight whispered in my ear, "just relax baby I won't hurt you, I will take good care of you." "Please just let me go, please don't hurt me," I cried. My legs started to spread and I felt something soft enter my vagina. I just relaxed and prayed that whatever was going on that it wouldn't hurt me. I kept hearing him say just relax but I wasn't sure how many people were in the room with us. I felt someone between my legs sucking on my pearl and I could tell that it wasn't him because they were doing it way too well. I couldn't stop myself from cumming tremendously because I was tied up and helpless. Whoever was getting my good juices kept putting their tongue deeper in every time that I would start to goosh and I couldn't stop. I felt the penetration inside of me and I knew that was Dwight because I had felt that before. I was trying to listen to everything that was going on so that I could try to cipher what was happening to me and what was going on around me. he stroked me harder and harder and then he got out and I felt the tongue that I had felt earlier. I heard the person screech but I couldn't tell if it was male or female the only thing that I was hoping for is that when he took the blind fold off of me it would be another female because I did not want to know that the secret he was holding was he was bi-sexual. I felt the penetration again and again and then I heard Dwight say slowly suck my dick. Whoever was in the room with us started licking my vagina and his dick while he was inside of me. I ended up passing out because what was going on was so unbelievable. When I came to he had taken the blind fold off of me and when I opened my eyes he was standing over me. "Babe are you okay? You passed out and I was just checking to make sure that you were okay." He gave me a drink of water and I seen someone walk to the bathroom. "Who was that?" "You will find out in a minute," Dwight said. When the person came out of the bathroom they came in the bedroom. It was a light skinned chick that was very thin and she had short hair. She was very pretty like a model. "Hi, I'm Valencia," and she shook my hand. Still confused and dazed about what had just happened I asked, "Dwight can I talk to you for a minute in private?" "We don't have to talk in private she is just as much a part of us and you can say whatever you want," he said. "What is going on and why is she here with us standing naked?" "She's my wife and although we are separated we still have sex from time to time and she wanted to make love to a woman and who better to do it with other than you? I was flattered but angry at the same time. "Why didn't you just ask me instead of doing it this way?" "Was it good to you?" "Yes is was but that is beside the point." Valencia sat in front of me and asked, "do you mind if I taste some more of those sweet juices?" I leaned back and opened my legs and invited her in. We had a threesome most of the night.

When we were done Dwight took me home gave me a thousand dollars for the evening and we said our goodbyes.

The next day I was headed back to Kansas.

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Monday, August 8, 2011

Kenya's Sexual Fantasy

As I lay in bed later on that night, after a very exhausting day, I couldn't stop thinking about what I had seen earlier. That was my first time ever seeing a woman make love to another woman. I couldn't sleep so I decided to get up and take a nice hot bath. As I lay beneath the bubbles of the hot water I just couldn't stop thinking about what I had seen earlier that night. I have always heard about it and always seen the punishments but I had never watched two women make love the way that they were making love. I got out the tub an hour later and dried off. I put on my lingerie and walked down the hall to the bedroom. When I opened the door I could smell the perfume but I couldn't tell who was in my room. I lit the candles and who do I see sprawled across my bed with nothing on? Trish.

Startled I asked Trish why was she in my room and in my bed with no clothes on? Trish said "I seen how you were looking earlier and it looks like you're curious. "I responded "Not curious just doing my job." "Are you sure?" Trish replied. I couldn't give her a response because all I could see was her coke bottle silhouette that looked oh so delightful and wondered if she wanted some of my apple pie. Trish walked over to the bar and fixed us a drink. As she poured our drinks I put on some lotion and my best perfume. Why I was putting on my best perfume, I do not know. We finished our drinks and I started to feel horny as my nectar start to get wet. Trish whispered in my ear just lay back and relax let me do all the work. I knew that this wasn't right but my curiosity was getting the best of me. As I lied on the bed Trish gently spread my legs and at that moment I realized how Elaine felt.

Trish sucked on my nipples that had gotten so hard, I felt like they were going to pop off at any moment. She slowly kissed me softly down to my navel and as she gently kissed me she spread my legs and inserted her fingers in my sweet nectar. I could only let out a sigh. It felt good but I was nervous. She looked up at me and says "Enjoy the ride." I leaned back and spread my legs wide as she wanted them and she licked my sweet nectar. She told me to open my candy for her. I took my hands and spread my candy wide for her just like she asked and then she said "you are the madam tell you hoe how you want it." I took her head and smothered it in my candy and I told her that she was not allowed to stop until her face was covered with my juices. She looked up at me with a smile and said "yes mama, I will do anything you tell me to." At that point I was ready to explode but I could not let her know that I wanted it just as much as she did. She ate my sweet candy until I exploded all over her face. Then she took her tongue and stuck it so far in my candy that when she pulled it out she had all of my juices on her tongue. I knew that Trish like to be commanded and told what to do so I did my job. I commanded her to get on her hands and knees and put her butt in the air. She did as she was told. I stuck my finger in her candy and it was so wet. I put my finger in her butt and it was wet as well so I knew she was then ready for me. I got beneath her and told her to spread her candy; she did as she was told. I stuck my tongue in her candy very nervously and she made a loud yelp. I licked her candy, spanked her ass and told her she was my hoe. She is to do what I tell her and no back talk and would protect her from Uncle Tommy and Cletis Ray as she squirted her juices across the room she agreed to do whatever I told her and we had wild sex for the next three hours. I had never had a man lick my candy as good as Trish. That's when I realized that I liked the feeling of woman as well as men.

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Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Thankful for today

Hello my Fast Life friends,

I have been away for a week and I missed each and everyone of you. I want to thank all of my Fast Life friends for all the bday wishes. I had a great bday. Now it's time to get back to work and do what I love to do and that's write and talk to my friends.

My birthday made me realize a lot of things and I would like to share with you, my family. Today I want to talk about being Thankful for today.

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There are more people in the world angry, sad, confused and hurting. We all go through something and in today's time things are definitely not easy. Instead of coming together and helping one another, we would rather fuss and fight and hate on the people that could possibly help us. Instead of being sad we need to live each and everyday like it is our last. Life is way too short to be angry, sad, confused and hurting.

I am thankful for today because I am a better person then I was yesterday. I am thankful for today because I am striving for my dreams. I am thankful for today because I have the best Fast Life friends in the world. I am thankful for today because I have breath in my body and able to see another beautiful day even if it is 110 degrees. I am thankful for today because I have people that love me unconditionally. I am thankful for today because I am able to see 35 and I was told that I wouldn't see 21. I am thankful for today because I am able to come into your home and tell my story.

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