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Monday, October 31, 2011

Their fight our fight

Pulling up at the bar I noticed that Derrick hadn't got there yet.  I went in the bar anyways and waited on him to show up.  For a while I didn't think that he was going to show but about thirty minutes later he walked in the door.  When he got there he hugged and kissed me and told me why he was late.  Derrick said that Patrick needed to talk to someone and wouldn't  let him leave.  I understood because when my friends needed to talk to me they didn't want me to leave either.  We were drinking, laughing and talking about the fight because we did not expect it to go the way that it had.  After having a few drinks we went home to chill out.  We got home and we were still laughing about the fight and then Jack kicked in and Derrick started tripping.

Derrick had taken their fight and made it our fight.  I could have sworn that we were having a great time but because he didn't like something that I said he wanted to fight.  We went pass arguing.  I didn't want to fight or argue with him and I told him that I was leaving and going home for the evening to get some rest, something he should be doing.  When I said that Derrick ran up on me in a rage and grabbed me by my neck and told me not to talk to him like that and that I am to do what he tells me to do.  Looking at me and telling that I was not afraid, Derrick put me down and then kissed me on the forehead and told me that he was sorry.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find the discussion interesting, cool, or funny.  Your views are very important. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Have you ever made someone else's fight your fight? Explain
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Mary J. take me away

I put on Mary J., rolled a couple of joints, ran a hot bath and relaxed.  I was getting ready to get in the tub and the phone rang.  Lord only knew that I couldn't take any more drama for the evening.  I didn't answer the phone because I didn't want to be bothered. I turned the phone to vibrate so that I couldn't hear it ring and got in the tub for some relaxation.  Relaxation was what I really needed and I knew that Mary J. would take me to the point where I needed to be.  When I got out of the tub I checked the phone to see how many calls that I missed.  Derrick had called me a couple of times and I was glad that I didn't answer but I was surprised that he didn't come by.  I also saw that Dre had called me a couple of times.  I saw his number, and my heart lit up because I knew that he would make all the pressures of the day go away.

Knowing that Dre was in town made me happy.  Dre told me that he was at his sisters and he wanted to see me.  I told him that he could come on over to see me.  Dre didn't have his car because Lloyd was in it and had gone to see his mama.  He asked me to come over to his sisters.  I really didn't want to go anywhere but I was not going to miss my chance to see him.  Running around the house, looking for some clothes and trying to get out of there before Derrick came by, was exhausting.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this discussion to be cool, funny, or interesting.  Your views are very important to me. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What do you do for relaxation?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, October 24, 2011


Hello my Fast Life friends and family. I hope that everyone had a great day and is ready to relax a little and let your mind run wild.

Today I am giving you a Trendy Topic instead of parts of the book. I want to start the week off differently because sometimes we need to just relax and allow the day to run off of us. Well get you something to sip on, lay back and relax and allow me to take the pressure of the day off of you.

Trendy Topic of the Day:    Passion

We look for the passion of a love one and some may have it and some don't. People everyday think they know the true meaning of passion and really don't. I am going to tell you what I think passion really is and I want to know what your definition of passion is. This is not a right and wrong discussion because passion can have different meanings to different people and I want to know how you feel and what you think.

Passion to me is a simple touch. A touch that goes through your body and lights your entire soul on fire.
Passion is a simple kiss. A kiss that you can hold on to for the rest of your life.
Passion is understanding. Being able to understand the needs of your partner and knowing just how to give them what they need.
Passion is making love. Making love to the rhythm of your heart beats beating as one.
Passion is a smile. A smile that will brighten up any room every time you walk in the room.
Passion is your smell. The sweetness of your smell that lingers every time you are near.

This is my definition of Passion. What is your definition? Please someone talk to me and let me know exactly what your definition of Passion is. Thank you for your participation and constant support. Here are your questions for this discussion.

What is your definition of Passion?
Have you ever experienced true Passion?
Do you feel like there is enough Passion in relationships today? Why?
What is the most passionate experience that you have ever had?

Friday, October 21, 2011

Kenya's sexual fantasy

As I lay in bed later on that night, after a very exhausting day, I couldn't stop thinking about what I had seen earlier.  That was my first time ever seeing a woman make love to another woman.  I couldn't sleep so I decided to get up and take a nice hot bath.  As I lay beneath the bubbles of the hot water I just couldn't stop thinking about what I had seen earlier that night.  I have always heard about it and always seen the punishments but I had never watched two women make love the way that they were making love.  I got out the tub an hour later and dried off.  I put on my lingerie and walked down the hall to the bedroom.  When I opened the door I could smell the perfume but I couldn't tell who was in my room.  I lit the candles and who do I see sprawled across my bed with nothing on? Trish.

Startled I asked Trish why was she in my room and in my bed with no clothes on? Trish said "I seen how you were looking earlier and it looks like you're curious. "I responded "Not curious just doing my job."  "Are you sure?" Trish replied.  I couldn't give her a response because all I could see was her coke bottle silhouette that looked oh so delightful and wondered if she wanted some of my apple pie.  Trish walked over to the bar and fixed us a drink.  As she poured our drinks I put on some lotion and my best perfume.  Why I was putting on my best perfume, I do not know.  We finished our drinks and I started to feel horny as my nectar start to get wet.  Trish whispered in my ear just lay back and relax let me do all the work.  I knew that this wasn't right but my curiosity was getting the best of me.  As I lied on the bed Trish gently spread my legs and at that moment I realized how Elaine felt.

Trish sucked on my nipples that had gotten so hard, I felt like they were going to pop off at any moment.  She slowly kissed me softly down to my navel and as she gently kissed me she spread my legs and inserted her fingers in my sweet nectar. I could only let out a sigh.  It felt good but I was nervous.  She looked up at me and says "Enjoy the ride."  I leaned back and spread my legs wide as she wanted them and she licked my sweet nectar.  She told me to open my candy for her.  I took my hands and spread my candy wide for her just like she asked and then she said "you are the madam tell you hoe how you want it."  I took her head and smothered it in my candy and I told her that she was not allowed to stop until her face was covered with my juices.  She looked up at me with a smile and said "yes mama, I will do anything you tell me to."  At that point I was ready to explode but I could not let her know that I wanted it just as much as she did.  She ate my sweet candy until I exploded all over her face.  Then she took her tongue and stuck it so far in my candy that when she pulled it out she had all of my juices on her tongue.  I knew that Trish like to be commanded and told what to do so I did my job. I commanded her to get on her hands and knees and put her butt in the air.  She did as she was told.  I stuck my finger in her candy and it was so wet.  I put my finger in her butt and it was wet as well so I knew she was then ready for me.  I got beneath her and told her to spread her candy; she did as she was told.  I stuck my tongue in her candy very nervously and she made a loud yelp.  I licked her candy, spanked her ass and told her she was my hoe.  She is to do what I tell her and no back talk and would protect her from Uncle Tommy and Cletis Ray as she squirted her juices across the room she agreed to do whatever I told her and we had wild sex for the next three hours.  I had never had a man lick my candy as good as Trish.  That's when I realized that I liked the feeling of woman as well as men.

Here are your questions for this discussion. Give your honest answers.

Was the sex scene steamy?
Do you feel like it is steamy enough or not and why?
Did you feel like it is realistic?
Are you still interested in reading?
Do you feel like it is too early to have a sex scene in the book and why?
Would you change anything and why?

Thank you for taking the time to answer these questions.  Your feedback is greatly appreciated.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Booked Solid....Time to get that money.

The first two weeks that I was back, I was booked solid and it was really hard to get in to see me.  I realized that Derrick was in the club when I was taking a break doing a walk through.  He was sitting in back of the club in the corner watching one of the other chicks dance.  I wasn't in the mood for any drama; I walked by and tapped on his table to let him know that I was back.  I walked over to the bar, sat down and ordered my drink.  Derrick walked up behind me and said "excuse me Miss, can I buy you a drink?"  I was smiling on the inside but I wasn't going to show him that I was glad to see him.  I turned and  looked at him and said "I've already ordered my drunk buy you're more than welcomed to pay for it."  Derrick and I started to laugh then he asked me if I had some time for him.  I told him that I had two people waiting but I would fit him in when I got done.  Derrick said that he would wait for me to get done and he wanted an hour of my time.  Derrick didn't pay as much as some of the other guys, but I was willing to squeeze him in.  I had been waiting for this moment just to see him again.  I finished my drink and went to take care of the two clients that I had waiting.

I rushed through the sessions that I had waiting because I really wanted to see Derrick.  Before I could see Derrick I went and jumped in the shower and got all fresh for him.  When I got out the shower  and was getting dressed, Black Satin told me that he needed me on center stage.  One of the girls had got drunk, fell off the stage and twisted her ankle.  I was not happy that I had to fill in for someone when I already had something else to do.  There was nothing I could do about it.  I sucked it up and went to make that money.

I got on center stage, worked it out and when I was done with my set the crowd wanted an encore.  I was not going to waste anymore of my time because I was trying to get to Derrick.  I jumped off the stage grabbed Derrick and collected the rest of my money on the way to the VIP lounge.

Here is your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you find this discussion to be cool, interesting or funny.  Your views are very important. Thank your for your participation and your constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Do you feel like you are getting to know who Kenya is? What do you think about Kenya?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Sliding down the pole

Watching a woman slide down the poll and pop her pearl is every man's dream and I knew that's where the money is.  I wanted to model but I couldn't find anyone to support me to get me started.  I never had anyone that believed in me and the one person who did was gone.  Since I couldn't go into modeling I didn't feel like I had any other choice but to turn back to stripping and the life I once knew oh so well.  I didn't want to sell drugs anymore because everybody and their daddy were selling drugs and I had to find another way to make my money to live the life that I had grown accustomed to.

I had been to several strip clubs but I was not making the money that I wanted to make.  I had to find another club to work, where I would be able to make the money that I wanted to make.  I wasn't sure where to go.

My home girl Cherita called and I had told her the problem that I was having and she told me about this underground club and said that I needed to check it out.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark what you think about this discussion.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What do you think about strippers?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, October 17, 2011

Christi's Angels Youth Program

Hello my Fast Life friends. I hope that everyone is having a great and productive day.

Normally I post parts of the book or a trendy topic but today I am going to share with you some of the positive things that I do and am trying to do for my community.  I find this the perfect opportunity for you to get to know who I am as an author and a person.

I wrote Livin the Fast Life because I wanted to share my story with the world.  I wanted to show the world what happens in our community each and every day.  Sometimes we overlook the things that are going on in our communities. The drug use, drug selling, promiscuity, rape, gang banging, and the violence is real. These are the things that really happen and it is time that we stop overlooking the problem and try to help fix the problem. I know that I am determined to do my part and make my community better. I want to show our children that there is hope to a brighter future. I want to do something for the children of my community that I never had the chance to experience. I know that when I was coming up I had more people telling me what I couldn't do and what I wasn't going to be, then I had telling me what I could do.

Writing is my passion. I don't do it for the money. I do it for the love and peace that I get from it. Being a self published author has taught me so very much. It has made me appreciate the things that I do have and not worry about the things that I don't have. People said I was crazy for wanting to tell my story. People told me that I couldn't write a book because I didn't know how to. People told me that my book wouldn't sell. There were so many negative things that I heard that it would take me all day to list all of them. These are just some of the negative things that came my way. The worse part of it all is that I have been told things like this my entire life. As a child it is hard to process what is going on and why people don't love you the way that you need to be loved. The teenage years are even harder because now you can understand a little better but the pain is growing deeper. We take that pain into our adult lives and we pass that to our children. Well I am here to say no more hurt and pain on our children.

We have to make a stand and show our children that we care and there is really hope for a brighter future. I am all about change and making things better. I am taking the hurt from my past and making it a better future not just for me but for what I believe in as well. I want the children to know that there is someone out there that does care and understand exactly what they are going through. I want the children to know that they are not being judged but being loved for them just the way they are. I am going to do whatever I can and whatever I have to do to change the world and build a better future for our children.

You can help me to change the world but first we have to change the way that we think. If we think negative we get negative results but if we think positive we will get positive results. Now that you know what I live for and why I push Livin the Fast Life the way I do, will you help me reach my goal?

I am proud to say that for every book that you purchase all the proceeds will be donated to the Christi's Angels Youth Program. The money will help provide tutoring, school supplies, arts and crafts, journals and so many other great things. This program is to give them a place to feel safe, give them someone to talk to, help build them for a better future. The program helps children between the ages of 13-19.  The Queenz Int'l is over this program and they are giving their time to show our youth that they care. The book is only $2.99 and this is not enough but it is definitely a start. It can add up really fast if people will be so kind to show their support. If you are not able to purchase your copy right now because the funds are low then you can go "LIKE" my facebook page. The Fast Life Management team is also donating $1 for every person that comes and join Livin the Fast Life on facebook. Will you please show your support. Thank you for helping me to reach my goal and hopefully with your help we will over exceed the goal. If you have any questions about this program please feel free to contact me. Here are the links for you to go on to join Livin the Fast Life on facebook and to purchase your copy. Thank you so very much for all your participation and your constant support and remember that the children is our future. Please give them a chance.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Don't mess with a man that can't take care of you

Mrs. Mattie is the one who told me if he can't provide for you he's not the one for you, and I lived by that all my life.  I listened to Mrs. Mattie and took all the wisdom that she had.  I was not going to live my life like Elenor.  I was determined that I was going to do better than she had and I did just that.

Mrs. Mattie always told me that I could do anything that I set my mind to.  Although Mrs. Mattie knew that I was going in the wrong direction she always said I was the one that she never worried about because she knew that out of all of her grandchildren, I was the strongest one and I would be the one to find my way.  At the time I never really knew what she meant by that but now I do.

I knew that if no one believed in me she always did and although I was doing my dirt, I never asked anyone for anything.  I was taking care of myself and I wasn't out there having a bunch of babies by a bunch of different men.

Here are your discussion questions.  Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you think this discussion if funny, interesting or cool.  Your views are very important.  Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Is it wrong to only mess with men/women that can take care of you? Why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Monday, October 10, 2011

A time for business and a time for pleasure (JCD)

Ronny was spoiling me. Everyday I had something new. I didn't want for anything and I never complained not even if he stayed out all night.

Most women would be very angry if their man stayed out all night long or even stayed out for days. I wasn't angry at all because even though he might not have come home so that I could see him, when I woke up and opened my eyes there was always five hundred dollars or more laying on my night stand and there was no reason for me to complain at all about anything.

True enough there were days that I missed him but I understood that to have the finer things in life business is business and pleasure is pleasure and you never mix the two.

We hustled strong every day. I hustled the house and he hustled the streets. The police hated him because they could never catch him with anything and they were definitely trying.

We were doing it so big, that when we went out in public people thought that we were royalty because of the entourage that was always surrounding us. We never went anywhere alone. We always went in bundles. I say bundles because there were so many of us that it didn't make any sense. I loved the attention because I was the only girl and it was always at least fifteen people with us at all times. If we went to dinner and a movie we all went to dinner and a movie. We had fun and I definitely can't complain about that.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments or mark if you think this discussion is interesting, cool or funny. Your views are very important. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Would you allow your significant other to stay out all night? Why?
Would you prefer to have or not have an entourage? Why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?