Betrayal

Hello to my readers and friends,

It's almost time for the weekend and I know that we are all excited about that. I hope you are having a great week and loving the Trendy Topic of the day. I am glad to see your feedback and know what it is that you think and what it is that you want to read about.

Today's Trendy Topic is: Betrayal

I know we have all been betrayed before or we were the ones betraying someone else. Let's talk about betrayal today and remember that your stories could be seen in a book. Please participate and let me know what your thoughts and views are. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Have you been betrayed before and how did it make you feel?
Have you ever betrayed someone else? If so what did you do?
Is it worse to be betrayed by friends, family or a lover? Explain
Do you think that authors write about betrayal too much, not enough, or just enough to keep you wanting more?
Would you rather read about sex, betrayal, love or all of the above? Explain

I hope you enjoyed your Trendy Topic of the day. I know I did and it made me realize what I am going to add in the new book The UnMarritable. Thank you for joining me. Thank you for your participation and the constant support that you give me each and every day. Thank you to you all from the bottom of my heart. Hope everyone has a great evening and I will see you back here again tomorrow.

Sexual Fantasy

Hello to my readers and friends,

Today is hump day and I hope that everyone is having a great day. Now it's time to unwind and let your imagination go free.

As you know each and everyday we will have a Trendy Topic of the day. I want you to participate in the Trendy Topic of the day because it's will be your answers that could wind up in a book. My goal is to let the readers say what they want to read about. Us as Authors/Authoress write for the people but sometimes we forget that it's because of you that makes us good and just because we think it's good doesn't necessarily mean that its good. Personally I believe that if I find out what it is that you like and what you want to read then I will write a great book and you will know that it is for you and you hand a lot to do with the story being so great. Let's help one another. I will continue to give you hot Trendy Topics for your input and you will help me create great stories. Thank you for your participation and constant support. I love each and everyone of you because you are my friends and my support system and without you I would be just another girl out here trying to find myself and my purpose.

Here is your Trendy Topic discussion questions:  Sexual Fantasy
I am going to break this up for the men and the women because we all have strong views and I want to know what the difference is.

Men

Do you think your woman or women in general is completely honest with you about their sexual fantasies? Explain.
Do you think women or men are freakier in bed? Explain
What is the one sexual fantasy that you want your woman to do but she won't?

Women

Are you open with your man about your sexual fantasies? Explain
Are you or your man freakier in bed? Explain
What is the one sexual fantasy that you want to tell your partner but haven't?

Ok so lets see who has the best sexual fantasies. Will it be the men or the women. I don't know only time will tell. I will post my comments on here as well. Just because I am going to answer all the questions. I hope you enjoyed your Trendy Topic of the day. Come back tomorrow and see what the Topic will be. Thank you for your participation and constant support. You are the best.

Players don't get caught

Hello to all my readers and friends,

I hope everyone had a great day. As you see we are changing up the discussion day to day. I don't ever want you to get tired of coming to discussion so everyday I will throw something different at you to keep you involved and awake. Thank you for coming to join me each and everyday.

Your Trendy Topic of the day is:  Players don't get caught

Do you think players can get caught? Why?
How many different types of players are there? Name.
What is the worst kind of player?
Do you think that authors write about players and the different kinds?

I want to know what you think. Remember your answers could wind up in a book. I always want to allow my readers and friends to feel like you are involved in each and every project. I want to be able to write about the things that you want to read. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Changing up the game

Hello my friends,

It's the beginning of a new week and I know that we all had a great weekend. Some of us might had to work while others partied like Rock Stars and then maybe some of you just relaxed and took it easy. Well whatever you did this weekend I hope you had a great one and enjoyed it to the fullest.

Every week I post something about my book or the second book that I am working on. Well this week I am going to take the time to find out what it is that my friends and readers would like to see from me. We are going to switch up the game a little bit and make it spicy up in here. We are all adults and remember there will not be any judging. This is a voice of the people and we will be touching on some serious topics this week. Make sure that you join me each and everyday to see what the hot topic will be for the day. I want to know what you feel and what you think about each topic. For all my authors/authoress I want you to send me a piece of anything that you have wrote or that you want to share on the subject and lets have a discussion on it. You can send those to fastlifemanagement@yahoo.com.

Here is your trendy topic for the day:  Sex Games

What are the games that you and your partner play?
Do you enjoy sex games or do you pretend to enjoy them because your partner likes them? Why?
What is your definition of sex games?
Do you prefer to read books with sex or without sex?

Please answer these questions honestly because you never know that your ideas or thoughts could wind up in a book. I want to be the one to show my readers that I listen and I will give you what you want. You deserve to read what you want to read and I want to be on your author list. I know that a lot of you have been following me since day one and you know what I'm coming with but I always want to make it better, hotter and of course spicier for you my friends my readers my supporters. It is you that will make me a great writer and I want to be the best for you. You help me to become a great writer and I will give you a great story that you will want to read over and over and over again. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

You have my interest

I run upstairs and finish getting dressed as I listen to the radio and dance around the room. I walk downstairs like I am the Queen of England and strut my stuff. Tyrone is looking at me like he can just eat me up and I am glad to see the look on his face. It has been a really long time since I had a man look at me like this. Normally when men look at me I feel like I am being raped. It's almost like they are looking through my clothes.

I see what he has prepared for us and notice that it is some hors d'oeuvres. Either this man really enjoys cooking or he is just giving this his all. We finish the hors d'oeuvres and the drinks that he has prepared for us before we go out on our official first date.

We are leaving the house and I see Calvin coming down the street. I act like I don't even see him and we continue to go our way. I am not going to ruin whatever this could be with Tyrone for Calvin. He is definitely not worth it.

Tyrone has made reservations at the La Chance Restaurant which is really impressive especially since this is a five star restaurant. Good thing that I am dressed to kill but I know that if I wasn't he would've told me to go change clothes.

This man really has class and I am loving this about him. We have great conversation for hours. We laugh and talk the night away and just enjoy each others company. He is really showing his interest in getting to know who I am as a person.

While having dinner, I find out more about him and he finds out more about me. This night is going better than I thought it would. I didn't think that I would be feeling this way after just meeting this man last night. There is something about him that is really catching my attention. Hopefully this is something that will turn into long term and not just some silly phase. I will not open my heart to this man just yet. He will have to earn that but I am going to let things flow and keep my options open and ready to fall in love. That true kind of love that every woman yearns for.

We finish our dinner date and decide to head back home to have a night cap and continue our conversation. I enjoy talking to this man. He has so much to say and I am interested in hearing it all.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find the discussion to be interesting, funny, or cool. Your views are very important. You can post on the blog, my facebook, twitter, or email me at fastlifemanagement@yahoo.com. I hope that you enjoyed the first chapter of the new book The UnMarritable. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?

What is your overall views of the first chapter of The UnMarritable?

Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Is he a stalker?

I clean up my house take a nice long hot bath and then call him. He answers the phone and he sounds like something is terribly wrong. “Hey baby, are you okay? I have been trying to call you to make sure that you made it home safely. I was worried about you,” he say. I am glad to know that he was worried about me, in fact I am really flattered. Could this really be the one for me? I say to myself as he is talking to me. We agree to meet for dinner tonight because he says that he needs to see me. We finish our conversation and I continue on my day.

Not sure of what to wear after looking in my closet for over an hour; I decide to call Kinni, Leigha and Destiny and have a girls day out. We go to the mall to do a little shopping to see if I can find something cute to wear. When we leave the mall we decide to go to lunch and have a couple of drinks. When we have drinks, sometimes we seem to get a little crazy but its all in good fun.

After having lunch we decide to go to the spa and have some relaxation to end our day. After having our massages, waxes and facials we end our day and say our good byes. I go home and prepare myself for Tyrone.

This man has some mystery about him and I want to be prepared for whatever he has planned for us. Something tells me that we are not just going to be having dinner.

I run me some bath water and decide that I better take the edge off just in case I really don't want to give this man any of my sweetness, and if I should happen to, just in case that he can't rock my world at least I will have some kind of relief. I grab my vibrator and head for the bathroom. I turn off the running water and get in the tub and turn on the jets. I can feel the water hitting against my skin. I close my eyes, lay back and enjoy the warmness of the water and the soft melody of Marvin Gaye playing softly in the background. Slowly sinking down in the tub I open my legs and I can feel the vibration from the jets. I'm just about to get deep into it and I vaguely hear the ringing of the doorbell. I open my eyes for a second because I must be tripping, but then I hear it again. I could go open it but I'm right where I need to be. I figure if it is important they will either stay until I finish or they will leave, but at this moment all I can think about doing is finishing what I started. I continue to listen to Marvin Gaye and feel the water and the vibration up against my skin. I continue to play with my candy until I'm ready to explode. I can hear the soft sound of the music and the deeper I am getting into it, I can see all the things that I want Tyrone to do to my body. The more I see it, the wetter I am becoming. I am almost ready to explode. I can hear the softness of his voice whispering in my ear, telling me to give it to him, to give it all to him. At this moment all I want to do is give it all to him and I lay back and give him all of my sweet candy. I start to explode. I finish taking myself to ecstasy and I lay back in the tub to see if whoever was ringing my doorbell is still there or if they have left.

Five minutes later I hear the doorbell ring again. Getting pissed off I jump out the tub, dry off and throw on my robe and run down the stairs to see who is ringing my doorbell. Opening the door, with an attitude, I see Tyrone standing there looking oh so good. “You're early babe,” I say in shock. “I know that I am but I couldn't wait to see you. I had to see that pretty smile and those sparkling eyes.” “Okay, okay you don't have to continue, I get the point.” In the back of my mind I think that this is going to be a problem because now I'm really scared that this man is a stalker for sure. I think that this is weird as hell, but I try to give him the benefit of the doubt and just say that this man is really nice.

“Make yourself comfortable, I have to finish getting dressed,” I say to him.

I go back upstairs and call Kinni to tell her what is going on. She starts to laugh and tells me to make sure that I get his license tag number and his legal first and last name. While she is trying to make jokes I have this strange man downstairs walking around in my house. I tell Kinni that I don't have time for jokes to go get her pen and paper because I am about to go out on my balcony, off of my bedroom, and give her this information. Just in case I come up missing or she hasn't heard from me by morning.

Kinni starts to laugh and tells me to go get the information. I go out on the balcony and walk around looking in every window hoping that he doesn't see or hear me. I get the information and give it to Kinni and go back in the house to finish getting dressed. I am getting dressed and I can smell something cooking. Before I put on my dress I throw my robe back on and go downstairs to see what is cooking.

Tyrone has informed me that as long as it is taking me to get dressed he has decided to fix me a snack before dinner. I am honored that he is thinking about me like this. I am hungry. I realize that he is stepping up his game. He leans over and kisses me like he is never going to see me again and he tells me that he will be right here waiting on his queen to finish getting dressed. I feel all giddy inside but it feels good to have a brother think of me as his queen.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find this discussion to be funny, interesting, or cool. Your views are very important. I really hope that you are enjoying the new book. You can post your views on the blog, facebook, or twitter. If you would like to email me your views you are free to do that as well. Please email me at fastlifemanagement@yahoo.com. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?

Does the story flow smoothly? Explain

Are there any questions that you have about this post?

Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Could this be the one?

Tyrone's arms are cuddly and comforting. Laying in Tyrone's arms makes me feel safe and secure. I feel like he will protect me from harm. I don't want to get up for anything in the world and if I could just lay here forever, I would. No man has ever made me feel special like this before. It has always been about money to me and sex for them. This go around I want to try something different and see if I can really find that true love. Someone that will love me for me and it will not be about money or sex. I know that when we make that commitment to one another we will be great friends and great together. We will be an unstoppable team.

When we went to sleep we were on the couch and now I wake up in the bed and I can smell something cooking. “What is that smelling so good?” I ask myself. I sit on the side of the bed and try to wake up. I go to the bathroom to wash up a little bit and the aroma from the food that he is cooking is smelling good and has my stomach growling. I walk downstairs and I see him cooking and singing, like he has just won the lottery or something good has happened to him that he never hears me come into the kitchen. I stand there for a while and watch him dance, cook and sing to himself. He spins around and notice me standing there. Startled, he slightly tips over because he didn't know that I was up. Grabbing a hold to the counter, trying to regain his balance, we start to laugh. I am glad that this man at least has a sense of humor. I need someone in my life that I can laugh and joke with. Someone that will get my jokes and I will get his. Someone that is not afraid to laugh at his self. This is a great change from the brothers that I have been seeing lately with this dry ass sense of humor. Tyrone is a breath of fresh air. If he stays like this I know that he will be the perfect man for me.

He finishes cooking and prepares our plates. We sit and have dinner and watch the game together. This is not something that he is use to. The women that had come in and out of his life was not into sports and they did everything in their power to keep him from his sports. The one thing that I know is that no matter what you do, you can't keep a man away from his sports. If he is going to watch it or play it, that is what he is going to do and there is nothing that is going to stop him. You either join him and get with the program or you can argue fuss and fight. Which is really just a waste of time, effort and energy. I believe that if you really love someone, you support them at whatever they do, no matter if you like it or not. You never know, the thing that you think you don't like, can be the thing that you enjoy doing most. I chose to join them a long time ago. Now I almost beat them to the television.

I am glad that Tyrone and I actually have a lot in common. I never have a problem with getting a man I always have a problem with keeping a man and getting rid of a man. This man however, for some reason, I feel like he is different than all the rest.

After eating and watching a good game of football I know that I need to go home and take care of some things at my own house. I don't want to leave him but I know that I have to because if I don't I will never get anything done. I gather my things and we say our goodbyes. He kisses me on the forehead and tells me what a wonderful time he has had and he wants to see me really soon. I turn to look at him and smile, and tell him that I will call him. He give me the strangest look, like he had just been treated like a hoe,but it didn't bother me because men have been treating women like hoes and bitches for years, now he feels how we have been feeling for years.

I laugh all the way home because I can just imagine what he is thinking. I arrive at the house and I can tell that someone has been here, but I figure that it is just Calvin coming by trying to figure out where in the world I had run off too last night. I was having such a good time with Tyrone that I wasn't even thinking about Calvin or what he was doing. Having such a great time with Tyrone, I forgot that Calvin was suppose to be stopping by for us to finish up some loose ends on the business that we have at hand. I will call him later on to reschedule our meeting.

I don't return Tyrone's call right away. I have to make up in my mind that this thing with Tyrone will not be about money. Although I know that it will be hard for me to separate the two. Most of my life I have been all about my money and I know how that has worked out for me. Now I am going to try something different and hopefully I won't regret it. I am going to take things slow with Tyrone and see how things turn out. Besides I have to let him sweat at least for a little while.

Here is your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find this discussion to be funny, cool, or interesting. If you don't want to post here, feel free to post on my facebook, twitter, or email me at fastlifemanagement@yahoo.com. Your views are very important. Let's work on this project together. In order to have a great book you have to get the views of the fan. You know what you want to read and I want to make sure that it is good enough to capture and keep your attention. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?

Are the characters explained well? Explain

Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Goin to the Ball

I tell Calvin that I am going my own way and we will meet up in an hour if nothing is jumping off. Calvin doesn't like the idea that I don't want to be around him but he really doesn't have a choice. I start walking around and I notice a few fine brothers, that seem to be alone, sitting at a table holding a conversation. I decide to walk to the bar and see if anyone will get up enough nerves to approach me. I walk up to the bar and order a goose and cranberry. The bartender fixes my drink and tells me that it is taken care of. I smile a little bit because now I know that someone has noticed me out of this crowd but I don't know who it can be.

Sitting at the bar sipping on my drink enjoying the music. I look around and notice a few gentlemen sitting across the way from the bar staring at me. I smile and raise my drink to them and they do the same in return. I turn back around to face the bar and out of the corner of my eye, I can see there is this fine, dark, tall and handsome brother sitting next to me. I really don't know where he came from but he is sitting next to ME. “How do you like your drink?” he ask. I turn towards him and reply, “I suppose that you are the one that bought my drink? Thank you for the drink.” “Yes I did, I noticed you when you walked in and I just have to know your name.” “My name is Kenya,” I reply. He tells me that he finds my name to be beautiful. The fine, dark brother ask me if I would like to join him for the remaining of the evening so that we can get to know each other better. I look at him and tell him that it would be my pleasure. He grabs my hand, for me to get down out of my seat. We find us a table and continue to enjoy each others company.

I drill him like I am his drill sergeant. He doesn't mind though, he just answers the questions without any hesitations. I find out that his name is Tyrone; he is thirty three, never been married and has two kids. I am not happy that he has two kids because one thing that I know is that with two kids there is baby mama drama that comes along with it. I try to ignore the fact that he has two kids and concentrate on the positive things, like he is a broker and owns his own home. I am too classy of a woman, and make good money myself to mess with someone that is broke and can't contribute. After enjoying our conversation for a couple of hours we decide to go back to his place for breakfast, a night cap and continue where we left off.

This really can't be true. This guy is entirely too nice, something must be wrong with him I think to myself. I don't want to jump to any conclusions just yet about this one. I will give him a fair chance until he proves to me that he does not deserve it.

We pull up at his house and it is beautiful. I think to myself he has to live with someone else or this is just a hoax. I feel like this can be the one but I have to get to know his man better before I can make that kind of decision. Every time that I feel like a man can be the one, he always never seems to amaze me. He always manage to show his true colors. I will pray that this one may be the one and that things will work out.

Tyrone opens the door and I follow behind him. I know now that this man really makes good money just by how beautiful and immaculate his house is. “This is a gorgeous house,” I tell him. “Thank you my grandfather built this house for my grandmother, and when she died she left me the house. I just updated it and decided to move into it. It didn't make any sense to rent it out or to let it just sit here. Because this house meant so much to my grandparents, I knew that I had to do something and just letting it sit was not an option for me.” I can understand that, and I am not mad at him for doing it that way, especially when the house has been left to him and it is paid for. All he has to do is pay the property taxes on the house.

I realized at this point that this man really has his stuff together. He fix us some drinks and we sit on the couch and talk for hours just getting to know each other. It is five o'clock in the morning, when I realize what time it is. I have been over to this mans house, that I just met, all night. It doesn't surprise me because after the conversation, that we have had, I feel like we have known each other for years. I really enjoy this mans company it is different than being with Calvin or some of the other guys that I have come encountered with.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post your comments. You can also mark if you find this discussion to be interesting, funny, or cool. Your views are very important. I want to know what you think about the first chapter of the new book. You can post your comments on Twitter, Facebook, or email me at fastlifemanagement@yahoo.com. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
Are there any questions that you have from reading this post?
Do this discussion flow smoothly? Explain
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

The beginning of a new life

It's every girls dream to be married at least once in her lifetime. To live the Cinderella fantasy. I always thought that I would be the first one married, before my brothers and sisters and most of my cousins but unfortunately life had something else in store for me.

Friday night and I'm getting dressed, getting ready to go to the hottest party in town. It's a black and white ball and I have been invited. This is the ball where the who's who will be attending. Part of me wants to stay home and have a girls night out, but I have to go to this ball and pretend that I am into it because this is the time for me to promote myself and my upcoming projects. The worst part of it all is that I have to attend this event alone. Hopefully I will meet someone while I'm there and if I don't, lord please don't make this event longer than I can handle.

I turn on the radio to see what's playing and find a station that is playing the quiet storm. Continuing to go through all the stations to see if there is anything else that can compete with the quiet storm. I don't find anything else on and I go back to the previous station. When I get back to the station I can here the sound of Luther and now I am ready to go take a nice hot bubble bath. As I'm soaking I can vaguely hear the phone ringing. I think to myself, I can get out the tub and see who it is, or I can lay here and enjoy the calming sound of the music playing in the background while the hot water gently hits up against my skin. At this moment I just want to relax and enjoy my serenity and who ever it is can leave a message.

After relaxing in the tub for an hour I get out and dry off. While drying off I hear the doorbell ring. I know that I am not expecting to have any company until tomorrow. All of a sudden someone is starting to ring my doorbell off the hook and it is driving me crazy. I slip on my robe and run down the stairs to see who it is. I look out and see that it is Calvin. I open the door and ask Calvin “What are you doing here? I wasn't expecting you until tomorrow.” “I come to take you to the ball, I'm your knight and shining armor,” he reply. I laugh and say “when my knight and shining armor come around, I will know it and he will not look like you.” Calvin don't like my response and I don't care if he does or not. I am determined not to mess my night up with this nonsense. “Calvin, you have to go. I can't go to the ball with you. I am going by myself and you can leave now.” I say. “Woman don't play with me I'm taking you to this ball and that's that,” he reply. I realize that it doesn't matter what I am saying, he is not going to go anywhere.

Not in the mood to argue, I let him in and go upstairs and finish getting dressed. While I am getting dressed Calvin is downstairs fixing us some drinks. I walk downstairs and I notice Calvin staring at the pictures on the mantle. “Why haven't you been married?” He ask. I don't want to get into this right now, but I know that he is not going to let this go. Instead of getting into a long drawn out discussion I give him my generic answer. “ Maybe marriage just isn't for me,” I reply. He looks at me with this crazy look and shakes his head and let's it go. The doorbell rings as we are finishing our drinks. It's the limo driver coming to take us to the ball.

Arriving at the ball is more than I ever imagined it to be. This is absolutely beautiful, but I really wish that I was by myself or at least with someone other than Calvin. Calvin is a nice guy but he can be annoying as hell and he has this way of getting on my last nerves. When we get in the ball I really hope that he goes his way and I will go mine. I don't want anyone thinking that we are a couple. I know that Calvin likes me but he has never got up enough guts to really come at me, because he knows that we will only remain as friends. Every now and then he will try to act like he's my boyfriend but only when it's convenient for him. When he feels like someone is trying to get at me that's when he wants to act like we are together but when he sees someone that he wants to holler at then we are business partners. Still no matter what, at the end of the day we will only be friends.

Walking in the ball dress to impress, I feel like all eyes are on me. I know that I have it going on and no one can tell me differently. I have on a long black dress that is cut low in the back and has the diamonds going across the swoop, it has the swoop neck in the front where it shows just enough cleavage. I am rocking this cold pair of black stiletto pumps with the diamonds on the side and going down the heel. Looking my best and ready to handle business, I am going to walk around and see who I can see or who can see me.

Here are your discussion questions. Please feel free to post our comments. You can mark if you find this discussion interesting, funny, or cool. This is the beginning of the first chapter of my new book The UnMarritable. Your views are very important. Please take time to answer the following questions. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you still interested in reading? Why?
What are your views of the opening of the new book?
Do you feel like it ties in with the first book Livin the fast life? Why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Fan Author Interview week

Hello to all my dear fans...I am checking in another day and answering all of your amazing questions. I hope that you are getting to know me a little better than you did. It's one thing to see someone follow you are request you to be their friend and you do it but in the back of your mind you are wondering who in the hell is this person. I can ask you a thousand times to purchase my book but unless you know who I am and what I stand for you will remain leery on purchasing the book. No matter how much I blog or talk about it. I want you to know who I am as a person not just a writer. I also want to know who you are as my fan, reader and friend.

Everyday I say that we are family here at Livin the fast life and everyday I try to come up with new ways to bring us closer together. I realize by doing this I am building my own family and as you know family is important.  I said that you can ask me anything and the questions that came through was amazing. I had questions come through that I didn't even think that people would ask but you did. This lets me know that what I am doing is working. You are feeling more at ease to speak your mind and for that I am thankful. I will stop at nothing until you know who I am and allow me into your homes and the homes of your friends and family. Today there are quite a few questions and I hope that each and everyone of you will bare with me while I answer the questions that have been asked of me. I also received two comments as well and I will put them on here as well.

Thank you for all your questions and I hope that I answered all of your questions. If I may have missed a question please forgive me, but resubmit it and I will answer them in tomorrows discussion.  You are the best and we are going to have a very bright and fulfilling relationship. Remember that tomorrow is the last day of the Fan Author Interview so get your questions in before its too late. Thank you for your participation and your constant support.

Q. Are you married?
A. No

Q. What made you become a writer?
A. It has been my dream since I was a little girl to write my life story. I kept journals all my life but they kept being destroyed. That's really when I found out that my words and thoughts were very powerful. They can make people feel a certain type of way. Whether good or bad.

Q. Have you had a lot of backlash from your book?
A. Yes, more than you could imagine. I had my family turn against me. I had to be called all kind of hoes and bitches. I've had people say that it wasn't going to make it. People said that people was not going to buy it. This has definitely not been an easy journey.

Q. Do you have any children?
A. No, I have no children.

Q. In your book it states that you have sex with women as well. Is that just a story or is this true?
A. It is true. I am bisexual but do not date women.

Q. Is this a true story and if so how much is really true?
A. Yes this is a true story and 98% is real.

Q. How did you come up with the title Livin the fast life?
A. It came to me in a dream and I realized that was the perfect title to name my book because the life I chose to live was definitely fast?

Q. What do I need to do to write my book?
A. You need to be dedicated to your craft and it has to be something that you want to do. It takes a lot of work to be an Author especially a new author because there is so much competition in this field just like music or anything else. You have to write about something that you know about and something that your readers can relate to.

Q. Is this the only book that you have written?
A. Yes, this is my first book but I am finishing my second book now in between promoting my first book.

Q. Can I find your book in the bookstores?
A. You can find my book in the Hasting book stores or online at www.scribd.com, www.barnesandnobles.com, www.amazon.com, and www.bookiejar.com.

Q. How many books have you sold and how did you sell them?
A. I sold 550 books and still counting. I went out on the road and beat the streets in different cities across the US.

Those are the questions that I received and I hope that I answered them so that you can have a clear understanding of who I am. Keep your questions coming because I am loving to see them and I want to answer all of them. Its easy for me to answer all the questions right now because we are still a small group but everyday I am watching it grow. My promise to my readers is to always have a personal relationship and to bring you great stories. Here are the two comments that I received. I will not post their names because I do not have their consent to do that but I will let you know where they come from.

Atlanta Ga. Reader said......
Reading Livin the fast life was a breath of fresh air. It is good to see that you took a chance to touch on subjects that are very touchy especially in the black communities. If you haven't read this book it is definitely a must read. It kept my interest all the way to the end and I was mad because of the way it ended. I wanted more. Keep writing good stories. You have a fan for life.

Wichita Ks. Reader said.....
I read Livin the fast life and it was okay. I don't think that the writer give enough information on the characters and it wasn't real enough for me. I think that its sad to see that women would show that they are cold hearted and real bitches and always trying to make men look bad when in reality its them. I don't know if I would share this book with anyone but you just have to read it yourself and you can form your own opinion.

Yes I had a good review and a not so good review but it's okay to me. This just makes me learn what I can do better for my future books to come and that over time I will only get better. I told you to let me know how you feel whether good or bad and you didn't pull any punches and I respect that.

For those of you that loved the book thank you so very much for your support. For those that did not like it so well thank you for supporting me anyways and I hope that you will read the next book and see the growth in me. You can't win them all. I knew in the beginning that some would love it, some would like it, some would say its okay and some would absolutely hate it. Either way I am truly blessed with a gift and I will only get better with my gift. Thank you for taking time out of your schedule to get to know who I am. I hope each and everyone of you have a blessed evening and come back tomorrow for our last Fan Author Interview discussion.

What are your thoughts on Livin the fast life?
Are you ready to read The UnMarritable? Why?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Fan Author interview week

I hope everyone of you had a great day. Now its time for us to unwind and enjoy the rest of the evening with no extra drama or chaos. I am really excited that a lot of people have been joining me this week for Fan Author interview week. Today I am going to answer the questions that have been asked. Please remember that this is the week to ask questions that you want to know either about the book Livin the fast life, the new book The UnMarritable or about me. I will answer all questions no matter what they are. Well let me rephrase that...I will answer any questions that has to do about the books or myself.

Thank you to each and everyone of you for joining me each and every day, week in and week out. You have allowed me to come into your homes and share a piece of my story with you. In my eyes I have the best fans in the world because none of this would be possible without you. You the reader is what keeps me wanting to write great stories. You are my motivation to write. Being able to see the support and hear the good and the bad keeps me wanting to live my dreams. I can't say thank you enough for you to know exactly how much I appreciate each and everyone of you. Let's keep reading and supporting our Authors. It's not easy but someone has to provide great stories and I say why not me?

Here are the answers to the questions that have come to my attention.
Q. Is Livin the fast life in stores?
A. Livin the fast life is in the Hastings book stores.

Q. Where can I purchase Livin the fast life?
A. You can purchase Livin the fast life on www.scribd.com, www.amazon.com, www.bookiejar.com, www.barnesandnobles.com

Q. What is the title of the new book?
A. The UnMarritable

Q. Has the new book been published?
A. No I am working on finishing The UnMarritable

Q. Are you a published Author?
A. I am a self published Author looking for a publisher.

I hope this answer some of the questions that you have for me. Please keep your questions coming. I will be here all week answering questions and getting to know my fans and you getting to know who I am as well. Thank you for your participation and constant support. Tell someone else about Livin the fast life where dreams do come true.

Are you interested in reading The UnMarritable? Why?
What are your views on Chapter 1-4? Explain
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Fan Author Interview week

Today I am logging on early to answer all of your questions. If there is anything that you would like to ask please feel free to do so.  I am honored to see that so many of you have come to the discussion. Most of you come to the discussion each and everyday and I hope to keep each discussion interesting. 

The reason that I continue to give you hot and interesting stories is because that you, my fans deserve the right to get off work after a long day and go into someone elses world and be intrigued. There have been a few people that felt like the discussions were too raw but like I said in the beginning this website is not for the judgemental. We do not judge here. Everyone has a voice here at Livin the fast life.  For those that are just joining me let me tell you a little about Livin the fast life.

Livin the fast life started off as just a book that I was writing. When I began to tell people that I was going to write my book people laughed and judged me and said that I couldn't do it. I produced my first book and then people said wouldn't nobody buy it. I got on the road and start promoting my book and because of you it has been successful. I started this blog so that you would be able to read inserts of the book. After all the judging I wanted people to feel free to be able to express themselves freely and know that they will not be judged by what they say or feel. Here we are family. Here you have a voice and a chance to be you. There will be no judging and you can say what you feel.

Right now I am finishing the second book The UnMarritable and have posted the entire first chapter on here. If you are not able to find it don't worry I promise that I will re post the complete first chapter so that you will know what to kinda expect from me. I also want to know what it is that you would like to read from me. What kind of book or story would you like to read?

This is your chance to ask any questions of me. I will be here everyday this week and answer any questions that you may have. If you don't want to ask any questions please feel free to get caught up on the blog from the previous months. You are able to leave your comments or even state if you like the discussion that you are reading with the +1 button. Thank you for your participation and constant support.

Are you interested in reading The UnMarritable? Why?
What are your thoughts on chap. 1-4?
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Livin the fast life fan author interview

We finished the last chapter of Livin the fast life last week. This week we will talk about what you thought about Livin the fast life. I want you to be honest and please no sugar coating. I am going to break it down in sections this week until I know what you think about each chapter or the entire book. I also want you to know what I felt as I was writing this book and some of things that I went through on this journey.  If you have any questions for me please make sure that you ask. If there was something in the book that you didn't quite understand let me know and I will go over it to give you a better understanding.

For the rest of the week I will get to know you better and you will get to know me better. This is the time to ask all the questions that you have been wanting to ask. All this week make sure that you post your comments and your questions and everyday I will read them and make comments or answer your questions. Thank you for all your participation and for supporting Livin the fast life. Because of you Livin the fast life is becoming a huge success. I cant tell you enough how I have the best fans in the world.

What did you think about chapters 1-4?
Were the first four chapters too hard? Explain
Is there anything that you would change or do different about the first four chapers? If so what?

Thank you for allowing me to come in your home each and every day and makin Livin the fast life a success.

Love found me

Thinking that love will never show its face, at least not to me anyways. When I least expected it cupid hit me with the love arrow and I knew in my heart of hearts that this was it, this was the one.

When I least expected my knight and shining armor knocked on the door.  Not knowing who it was I opened the door and was instantly swept off my feet and into the arms of the man that loved me the most.  Could this be happening to me?  Was this just a dream? I was not in a dream this was really happening to me.  Love hadn't given up on me it just took it some time to find me.  When love hit me I knew that it was real, it felt real, it looked real, it smelled real and it kissed me realer than anything I could ever imagine.

Here is the man that I have been looking for all of my life.  The man that was in front of me all the time expressed to me the genuine love that he had for me.  He never left me; he was waiting for the right time to come sweep me off my feet.

When we breathe we breathe as one, when we laugh it only has one sound, every time he looks at me I get weak to my knees and butterflies in my stomach, when he kisses me it's gentle and soft as a feather, and when we make love he knows how to send my body to ecstasy over and over again and now I can hear the precious sounds of the wedding bells or can I?

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Will you read the next book The UnMarritable? Why?
What are your thoughts on the ending of the book?
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Time for change

Kinni and I set up all the details and we headed for New York.  When we arrived at the publishing company I was so excited that I felt like I was dreaming and was going to pass out.  When we got in front of the publishers I was sweating bullets but they made me comfortable to where I could calm down and be myself.  They signed me for a three book contract for one year for five hundred thousand dollars just to get started.  I was excited to know that I was on my way.  We got back to the hotel and we made arrangements to move from Texas.

I was more than ready for the change but I couldn't stop thinking about Travon.  I hadn't spoken to him in a while and I wanted to know how he was doing.  the day that we arrived back in Texas, I was packing up my house to move and I ran across some pictures that Travon and I had taken.  This really started making me think about him.  I gave him a call to see how he was doing.  The first time the phone rang I started to hang up because I didn't think that he was going to answer but he did.  Being nervous to talk to him, I wasn't sure if he was going to want to talk to me but he did.  He was glad that I had called him and he told me that he would like to see me.  Not sure that I wanted to tell him that I was moving, I knew that I had to.  I told Travon that I had got my book deal and I was moving to Arizona.  Travon was happy that I was pursuing my dreams but at the same time he was sad that I was moving so far away.

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Do you think that Kenya should or shouldn't have called Travon? Explain
Is there anything that you would do differently? If so what?

Playin Games

The closer spring break got here the more nervous I became. Travon was trying to show me that it was not going to be anything going on but my women's intuition was telling me different.  The night before they arrived we went and got a room and spent the night together.  We made love and talked about us and he tried to reassure me that everything was going to be okay.  The next night he went to pick them up at the airport and they stayed at his sisters.  That didn't bother me as much because as soon as he woke up he called me.  When I answered the phone, I could hear the excitement in his voice and I was so glad to hear that.  I was starting to feel comfortable about everything because I thought he was going to do the right thing.

A couple of days later he wanted to take his son to Kansas to go see his mom.  I still didn't have any problems with that until I talked to him and he told me that when they left there he was going home, he was not going to stay with his sister.  I was not happy when I heard this, and I let him know that I wasn't happy.  Travon tried to make me think that he had told me that he was going to do this.  I knew that he had never mentioned that to me before because if he had of we would've had an argument about that one.  I told him that if he took her to our spot I would never come visit him ever again.  He got upset and told me to stay where I was at.  I didn't have any problem with staying where I was at.  This meant to me that he didn't care about my feelings and they had already planned this.  I was so angry that I knew that I was going to have to get him.  Travon didn't believe me when I told him the last time that I would kill him if he thought that he could play me.

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Don't Lie

Travon came and got in the tub with me and he noticed that something was wrong.  He asked me what the problem was and I spoke very calmly. I didn't argue or yell at him.  I just wanted for him to tell me the truth.  Listening to the lie that he was telling me, I wanted to punch him in the face, but I kept my cool.  I told him that he needed to think very carefully before he lied to me again because thing could get very ugly.  I looked him in the face and told him that I would kill him if he played with me and that he needed to take some time to think about what he was going to say.  He didn't know that he was playing with fire.  I had taken enough of his mess and I was not going to put up with it anymore.

After not talking for a couple of days, he told me that he thinks that we should take some time apart for him to figure out what he wanted, and he wanted to be single.  Listening to him say those words was like a weight lifted off of my shoulder because now I could be free.  I said my prayers and went to sleep.  When I woke up the next morning, I felt better than I had in a long time.

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What was the lie that was told to you to make you want to snap?
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New Years Eve

Hoping and wishing that things were going to get better for me, it seemed like every time I take one step forward I get knocked two steps back.

Knowing that Travon wanted to work things out with me, I was excited. I gave it my all and I thought that he was giving me his all until New Years Eve.  I knew that he was with me but his mind was somewhere else and my gut was telling me that something wasn't right.  He asked me to come stay with him for a week.  I wanted to do that until on New Years Day when I saw the text messages to his ex.  I had been asking him about that situation and he just kept telling me that is wasn't anything and I didn't have to worry but I knew it was more to the story than what was being told.

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Have you ever had a New Years that was bad? Explain
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