We met Jose, his cousin Devin and his homeboy John by the door of the bookstore and then went in the mall. John wasn't much to look at but he really liked Destiny. Devin couldn't keep his eyes off of me but he kept his composure and acted cordial to Keyana.
Making sure that I had whatever I wanted Jose turned and looked at me and said "I would give you the world if I could, I just don't understand why you don't want to be my woman." I couldn't look at him for a minute. "Why should I be your woman?" I turned and said. "You're all that I want and all that I need and I just want someone like you in my corner." "You don't know me well enough to say you want someone like me, what if I'm not really the one for you?" "Well let me be the one to determine if you're the one for me." I started to laugh and turned and looked at him and said "okay". We continued on with our day as if we had not just had that conversation. That night we went to the concert and enjoyed ourselves. It was a concert to never be forgotten.
I wanted to be with Jose but I just couldn't be with him because I was not ready to totally give up the life I was living. Why should I have one man doing for me when I can have five? Jose was fine as hell. He was tall, light skinned, tight body and hung like a horse. He went to OSU and had money. Everybody thought because his name was Jose he was Mexican but he wasn't he was black. Jose played on the basketball team for OSU, one of their star players. Whenever there was a game he would make sure that me and my cousins name was at the door so we could get in free. We went to all the games.
The more time that Jose and I started spending together, I found out that we had a lot in common, more than any of the other guys I was hanging out with. Jose had these dimples that you just had to love and when he smiled he could make the whole world smile. He was smart and very popular and all the girls wanted a piece of Jose but all he wanted was me and I was pleased to know that. We would talk until wee hours of the morning whether it was in person or on the phone; we enjoyed each other's company. Jose always told me how special I was but he never knew that I had a special gift. A special gift that no one ever knew I had and I was scared to tell people of them because I didn't want people to think that I was crazy.
Jose and I were getting much closer as time passed. I was starting to fall in love with him the same way he had fell in love with me months earlier.
Here are your discussion questions for the day. Please leave your comments.
Are you still interested in reading on? Why?
Is there anything that you would've done differently and why?
Have you ever felt like you were interested in someone but not in love with them? What did you do?
Do you think that Jose was described well in this blog? Why
Do you feel like you are part of the story? Why
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