Love found me

Thinking that love will never show its face, at least not to me anyways. When I least expected it cupid hit me with the love arrow and I knew in my heart of hearts that this was it, this was the one.

When I least expected my knight and shining armor knocked on the door.  Not knowing who it was I opened the door and was instantly swept off my feet and into the arms of the man that loved me the most.  Could this be happening to me?  Was this just a dream? I was not in a dream this was really happening to me.  Love hadn't given up on me it just took it some time to find me.  When love hit me I knew that it was real, it felt real, it looked real, it smelled real and it kissed me realer than anything I could ever imagine.

Here is the man that I have been looking for all of my life.  The man that was in front of me all the time expressed to me the genuine love that he had for me.  He never left me; he was waiting for the right time to come sweep me off my feet.

When we breathe we breathe as one, when we laugh it only has one sound, every time he looks at me I get weak to my knees and butterflies in my stomach, when he kisses me it's gentle and soft as a feather, and when we make love he knows how to send my body to ecstasy over and over again and now I can hear the precious sounds of the wedding bells or can I?

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Time for change

Kinni and I set up all the details and we headed for New York.  When we arrived at the publishing company I was so excited that I felt like I was dreaming and was going to pass out.  When we got in front of the publishers I was sweating bullets but they made me comfortable to where I could calm down and be myself.  They signed me for a three book contract for one year for five hundred thousand dollars just to get started.  I was excited to know that I was on my way.  We got back to the hotel and we made arrangements to move from Texas.

I was more than ready for the change but I couldn't stop thinking about Travon.  I hadn't spoken to him in a while and I wanted to know how he was doing.  the day that we arrived back in Texas, I was packing up my house to move and I ran across some pictures that Travon and I had taken.  This really started making me think about him.  I gave him a call to see how he was doing.  The first time the phone rang I started to hang up because I didn't think that he was going to answer but he did.  Being nervous to talk to him, I wasn't sure if he was going to want to talk to me but he did.  He was glad that I had called him and he told me that he would like to see me.  Not sure that I wanted to tell him that I was moving, I knew that I had to.  I told Travon that I had got my book deal and I was moving to Arizona.  Travon was happy that I was pursuing my dreams but at the same time he was sad that I was moving so far away.

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Playin Games

The closer spring break got here the more nervous I became. Travon was trying to show me that it was not going to be anything going on but my women's intuition was telling me different.  The night before they arrived we went and got a room and spent the night together.  We made love and talked about us and he tried to reassure me that everything was going to be okay.  The next night he went to pick them up at the airport and they stayed at his sisters.  That didn't bother me as much because as soon as he woke up he called me.  When I answered the phone, I could hear the excitement in his voice and I was so glad to hear that.  I was starting to feel comfortable about everything because I thought he was going to do the right thing.

A couple of days later he wanted to take his son to Kansas to go see his mom.  I still didn't have any problems with that until I talked to him and he told me that when they left there he was going home, he was not going to stay with his sister.  I was not happy when I heard this, and I let him know that I wasn't happy.  Travon tried to make me think that he had told me that he was going to do this.  I knew that he had never mentioned that to me before because if he had of we would've had an argument about that one.  I told him that if he took her to our spot I would never come visit him ever again.  He got upset and told me to stay where I was at.  I didn't have any problem with staying where I was at.  This meant to me that he didn't care about my feelings and they had already planned this.  I was so angry that I knew that I was going to have to get him.  Travon didn't believe me when I told him the last time that I would kill him if he thought that he could play me.

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Don't Lie

Travon came and got in the tub with me and he noticed that something was wrong.  He asked me what the problem was and I spoke very calmly. I didn't argue or yell at him.  I just wanted for him to tell me the truth.  Listening to the lie that he was telling me, I wanted to punch him in the face, but I kept my cool.  I told him that he needed to think very carefully before he lied to me again because thing could get very ugly.  I looked him in the face and told him that I would kill him if he played with me and that he needed to take some time to think about what he was going to say.  He didn't know that he was playing with fire.  I had taken enough of his mess and I was not going to put up with it anymore.

After not talking for a couple of days, he told me that he thinks that we should take some time apart for him to figure out what he wanted, and he wanted to be single.  Listening to him say those words was like a weight lifted off of my shoulder because now I could be free.  I said my prayers and went to sleep.  When I woke up the next morning, I felt better than I had in a long time.

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New Years Eve

Hoping and wishing that things were going to get better for me, it seemed like every time I take one step forward I get knocked two steps back.

Knowing that Travon wanted to work things out with me, I was excited. I gave it my all and I thought that he was giving me his all until New Years Eve.  I knew that he was with me but his mind was somewhere else and my gut was telling me that something wasn't right.  He asked me to come stay with him for a week.  I wanted to do that until on New Years Day when I saw the text messages to his ex.  I had been asking him about that situation and he just kept telling me that is wasn't anything and I didn't have to worry but I knew it was more to the story than what was being told.

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